Traumatized (Explicit) - Meek Mill

Lyrics by：M. Samuels/R. Williams

It really hurt me when they killed Shotty

I was locked down in my cell and

I had to read about it

And when they killed

Diddy left him out in Philly

We was young and gettin'

Money man we used to run the city

We was rockin' all them

Shows f**kin' all them hoes

And when they killed

Power had to see him froze on the ground

Downtown I can hear the sounds now

When she walked up to that

Casket seen her son and fell down

I drop tears for my n***as that ain't hear

And still think about you

Even though that it been years

'Cause half the n***as that

I grew up with is all dead

All this pain and all this

Stressin' I should have a bald head

'Cause when my Aunt Rhonda

Died she looked Tock in his eyes

Saw death comin'

When she seen it she just cried

Prolly part of the

Reason we drink and we get high

When I find the n***a that

Killed my daddy know I'mma ride

Hope you hear me I'mma kill you n***a

To let you know that I don't feel you n***a

Yea you ripped my family

Apart and made my momma cry

So when I see you n***a

It's gon' be a homicide

'Cause I was only a toddler

You left me traumatized

You made me man of the

House and it was grindin' time

So I'mma let this flame

Hit you just to let this pain hit you

And for all them cloudy days

I'mma let this rain hit you n***a

I know I know I know I know

I know I know I know I know

You ripped my family apart and made my momma cry

So when I see you n***a it's gon' be a homicide

I know I know I know I know

I know I know I know I know

So I'mma let this flame hit you

Just to let this pain hit you

And for all them cloudy days

I'mma let this rain hit you n***a

And I ain't ready

N***as wanna murder

Me I'm ridin' around heavy

I think they wanna wet me like

New Orleans and the levees

But I got this mac elevy

These niggas'll never get me

Lord knows I got alotta

Homies in the dirt

N***as sprayin' metal

Tryna take you off the earth

Really over nothin'

Tell me what it's worth

Tryna take you out

The game just to put you on a shirt

I Rose from the jungle like Derrick

Death to anybody that oppose my spirit

My future lookin' brighter

Than this rose I'm starin' at

We be runnin' trains

On the hoes y'all cherish

Rest in peace to my n***as

I swear I miss them to death

My murda music

I'll let you listen to death

I'll have you walk with the reaper

When hollows rip through your chest

'Cause if you throw 'em

I throw back like Mitchell Ness

I'm gone

I know I know I know I know

I know I know I know I know

You ripped my family apart and made my momma cry

So when I see you n***a it's gon' be a homicide

I know I know I know I know

I know I know I know I know

So I'mma let this flame hit

You just to let this pain hit you

And for all them cloudy

Days I'mma let this rain hit you n***a

Man my life so real

Last night I went to

Sleep and woke up with the chills

Started with a dollar

Now I got a couple mil

And I make a hundred

Thousand every time a n***a spill

Man I almost got murked

In front of the same church

My dad got carried in

Family got married in

That was in my older

Days this is now that was then

Had the block jumpin' for

Them dollars Shawn Marion

Young n***a gon' get my

Own that's why I'm arrogant

Homie need the bail for

Them bonds we'll bury 'em

Lock 'em like a terrier

Breakin' all barriers

Just to beat the trial

We go miles like Darius

'Cause cops tryna catch

Me n***as tryna clap me

Haters runnin at me know

They wanna get at me

And people got the nerve

To ask why I don't look happy

I did it for my n***as

And I did this s**t for Kathy

I know I know I know I know

I know I know I know I know

You ripped my family apart

And made my momma cry

So when I see you n***a

It's gon' be a homicide

I know I know I know I know

I know I know I know I know

So I'mma let this flame hit you

Just to let this pain hit you

And for all them cloudy days

I'mma let this rain hit you n***a

I know I know I know I know

I know I know I know I know