Never See You Again - NiExshadow
I penned your name inside a silent prayer
Left it on the nightstand laying there
Your jacket still hangs by the door
Like it might come back once more
The clock is beating like my chest
Every second fails the test
I learned the sound of being alone
When your voice stopped calling home
I keep rehearsing what I'd say
If I could turn back yesterday
But time just laughs and walks away
I'll never see you again
The truth cuts deeper than goodbye
No last embraces, no second try
Just your shadow passing by
I'll never see you again
Know how you've been, know I still care
Only memories everywhere
I close my eyes
You're never there
Your smile lives in broken frames
In songs that only say your name
I still sleep on your side of the bed
Like losing you never made sense
I talk to walls that don't reply
Learn how to cry without a why
You promised we'd grow old someday
Now I grow old missing you this way
I'd trade my tomorrows just to feel
One more moment that was real
I'll never see you again
No hand to hold when nights collapse
No future written on our past
Just photographs I can't outrun
I'll never see you again
Your goodbyes echo in my veins
I say your name but all I gain
Is knowing love can't leave this pain
If heaven's real then tell me this
Do you still remember my kiss?
Do you ever look down and see
What you did to me?
I forgive you even now
Though I don't know how
Some loves are meant to end
Before they begin
I'll never see you again
But you live in every scar
In who I am and who you were
In every wish I whisper to stars
I'll never see you again
Yet I carry you to the end
You were my lover, my best friend
My forever
That couldn't bend
So if this is where love lets go
Just know
You were everything I'll never hold again