Starting Over (feat. Ben Bridwell) (Explicit) - Macklemore & Ryan Lewis/Macklemore/Ryan Lewis/Ben Bridwell

One two now that's three plus years I was so proud of

一年，现在两年，再加上三年，我就会很自豪

And I threw 'em all away for two styrofoam cups

为了两只泡沫塑料杯子，我把它们都扔了

The irony: everyone will think that he lied to me;

讽刺的是，每个人都认为他在对我撒谎

Made my sobriety so public--there's no f**king privacy

让我清醒，这儿根本没有该死的隐私

If I don't talk about it then I carry a date:

如果我不谈论这个问题，我就得在2008年10月8日这一天实施

A 08-10-08 that now has been changed

现在一切都变了

And when they put me in some box as a saint

他们把我像一个圣徒一样带进包厢

That I never was it's the false prophet that never came

这是他们错误的预言

And will they think that everything that I written has all been fake

他们会觉得我写的一切都是都是虚假的吗

Or will I just take my slip to the grave

或者我的错误会带我去见阎王吗

Uh what the f**k are my parents gonna say

我该死的父母都在说些什么

The success story that got his life together and changed

成功的故事让他的生活改变了

And you know what pain looks like

你知道疼痛的滋味

When you tell your dad to relapsed

当你叫你父亲故态复萌

Then look him directly into his face

就直接看他的脸

The seat on your shoulders the seemingly heavy weight

坐在你肩膀上，看似很重

I haven't seen tears like this on my girl in a while

我从没看见过眼泪在我宝贝脸上流淌，哪怕是一刻

The trust that I once built's been betrayed

我建立的信念也遭到了背叛

But I'd rather live telling the truth than be judged for my mistakes

但我宁愿活着是讲真话而不愿为我的错误做辩解

Than falsely held up given props loved and praised

或者错误地提出，给论据，爱或赞美

I guess I gotta get this on the page

我猜这些要被记载入史册

Feeling sick and helpless lost the compass where self is

显病态或感到无助时，我迷失了航向

I know what I gotta do and I can't help it

我知道我该怎么做，我只是情不自禁

One day at a time is what they tell us

他们告诉我，每天都要一点点进步

Now I gotta find a way to tell them

现在我要用一种新的方式来告诉他们

God help em

上帝偏爱我们

One day at a time is what they tell us

他们告诉我，每天都要一点点进步

Now I gotta find a way to tell them

现在我要用一种新的方式来告诉他们

We fell so hard

我们如此艰辛

Now we gotta get back what we lost lost

我们要重拾我们失去的东西

I felt you'd go

你该走了

But you were with me all along along

但你却一直陪着我

And every kid that came up to me

向我涌来的每个孩子

And said I was the music they listened to

说我就是他们美妙的音乐

When they first got clean

当他们第一次洗完澡

Now look at me a couple days sober

现在看着我，清醒了好几天

I'm fighting demons back of that meeting on the east side

我在和魔鬼作斗争，在东边会议的后面

Shaking tweakin' hope that they don't see it

摇动，调整，希望他们没有看见

Hope that no one is looking

希望没人在关注

That no one recognizes that failure under that hoodie

没人认出连帽衫下的失败

Was posted in the back with my hands crossed shooken

被放在我的手的后面，我的手交叉，颤抖

If they call on me I'm passing;

如果他们叫了我，我会当自己是路过的

If they talk to me I'm booking out that door

如果他们对我讲话，我会关上门

But before I can make it somebody stops me

但在我这样做之前，有人阻止了我

And says are you Macklemore

然后问我是克尔摩吗

Maybe this isn't the place or time

或许时间或地点不对

I just wanted to say that if it wasn't for Otherside

我只想说这不是另一边的原因

I wouldn't have made it

我还没有做好

I just look down at the ground and say"Thank you"

我只是看着地面说：谢谢你

She tells me she has nine months and that she's so grateful

她告诉她有了九个月然后她很感激

Tears in her eyes looking like she's gonna cry f**k

她泪眼汪汪，看上去她要哭了，该死的！

I barely got 48 hours treated like I'm some wise monk

我勉强用48个小时陪她，像智僧一样

I wanna tell her I relapsed but I can't

我想告诉她我想故态复萌，但是我不行

I just shake her hand and tell her congrats

我只是和她握了手，祝贺她

Get back to my car and I think I'm tripping yea

然后回到车上，我想我要走了

'Cause God wrote 'Otherside' that pen was in my hand

因为上了写了一首歌：另一面，那支钢笔在我手心上

I'm just a flawed man man I f**ked up up

我只是个有缺陷的男人，乱糟糟的

Like so many others I just never thought I would

像别人一样，我从没想过我会选择

I never thought I would didn't pick up the book

不去捡起那本书

Do in it by myself didn't turn out that good

自欺欺人吧，不会再去看那货物

If I can be an example of getting sober

如果我能越来越清醒

Then I can be an example of starting over

我就能从头来过

If I can be an example of getting sober

如果我能越来越清醒

Then I can be an example of starting over

我就能从头来过

We fell so hard

我们如此艰辛

Now we gotta get back what we lost lost

我们要重拾我们失去的东西

I felt you'd go

你该走了

But you were with me all along along

但你却一直陪着我

We fell so hard

我们如此艰辛

Now we gotta get back what we lost lost

现在我们要重拾我们失去的东西