I’ll rip the lump out of my throat, using my teeth.
Swallow it back, carry the weight, in my stomach.
It’ll be music, to my worn out ears, finally.
You cut off your ears, long ago.
I’m hearing voices, speak through the dark, I’m sat here breathing oil
I’m sat here breathing oil
What begun in honesty it, ended so far away
“Please stay” I whisper as you
“Please stay” I whispered as you, closed the door behind you.
I’m paying for sins that I don’t
I’m paying for sins that I don’t barely remember, I know.
How can you search for healing
How can you search for healing at the feet of the one who broke you?
I know that everything hurts.
But I know that everything can heal.
I feel so good without you
But I feel lost without you.