Hush (Remix|Explicit) - Jonathan Hay/DJ Whoo Kid/Chino Xl
以下歌词翻译由文曲大模型提供
Lyrics by:Jonathan Hay/Mani Ajami/Derek Barbosa/Frida Degerlund
Composed by:Jonathan Hay/Mani Ajami
Produced by:Jonathan Hay
Got the number of a psychologist to help me with my anxiety
And you didn't call for eight months
整整八个月你音讯全无
Because that gave me anxiety
这让我陷入无尽焦虑
And it's a sick cyclic arsenic demented cell
像恶性循环的毒药 侵蚀理智的牢笼
Retententive downward spiral feeling in my spinal
脊椎里蔓延着下坠的窒息感
As I go through life without natural God given skills for emotional survival
我蹒跚前行 缺乏与生俱来的情感求生本能
Go on
继续沉沦吧
And it's ill and trifle resign and
这病态琐碎的妥协
Stifle my own growth from an eternal perspective
从永恒视角扼杀着我的成长
Writing a journal of a psycho
写下疯子的自白日记
That's indicative with feelings of loneliness that are ice cold
字里行间浸透刺骨的孤寂
My mind doesn't play a nice role
我的理智早已崩坏扭曲
And my thoughts are that of murdering my esthro
满脑子都是杀死挚爱的杀意
Dark and dismal she bought numb to the beast
她沉沦黑暗用麻木驯服野兽
A little peace that's probably why I cease to ever want to let her go
片刻安宁让我永难放手
Umm where did this all start?
这一切究竟从何而起
I had a homie that used to date her
曾有个兄弟与她相恋相依
She kept him calm and sedated he was rarely agitated
她让他平静沉沦 鲜少躁动不安
And that's definitely what I needed
这正是我渴求的慰藉
My life was wrecked and defeated
我的生活早已支离破碎
Completely in madness and damaged
彻底陷入疯狂与创伤
I was trying to put back my pieces hah
我试图拼凑破碎的自己 哈
He introduced me to her the first time I was stuck
他初次引我沉溺时 我便无法自拔
She made me think more highly of myself than anyone I had ever met
她让我自以为比遇见过的任何人都高贵
My friends that she wasn't loyal
朋友们都说她并非良伴
There would never be jealousness
我们之间本不该有猜忌
She was livin' like Hendrix did right next to Anthony Cleatus under the bridge
她像亨德里克斯般流浪 与安东尼·克莱图斯栖身桥底
She became my muse quick
她很快成为我的灵感缪斯
I secretely took her on tour
我偷偷带她踏上巡演之旅
She had me covering up them high marks
她让我遮掩那些淤青伤痕
That students aren't rewarded for
那些学生不该获得的印记
Oh no
噢不
She also funded what I sniffed
她还资助我沉溺的毒瘾
That made her my linebacker
她成了我的守护者
One of her nicknames was smack but I would never smack her
她有个绰号叫"迷药" 但我绝不会伤害她
Then you gotta factor in the fact
你还得考虑到
That I was at the point of suicide
那时的我已濒临崩溃边缘
Dead as a corpse spry that corresponds signs
如同行尸走肉般麻木
From a childhood mind that was never designed to move beyond success of any kind
童年的阴影如影随形
Your abandonment issues are running wild
你被遗弃的恐惧在肆虐
I'm holding onto her like a lifeline
我紧抓着她如同救命稻草
Hard she's like a narcotic
她如*般令人沉沦
Take the silver spoons you were born with
将你与生俱来的银匙夺走
Heat up the liquid handcuffs inject it in my arm quick but keep it hush
煮沸那液态枷锁 快速注入我的臂膀 但请保持缄默
Hush we do it quietly
嘘 我们悄悄进行
Feeling free nobody else here it's just you and me
感受自由 此刻唯有你我
Oh it happened suddenly
噢 一切突然发生
You came to me
你向我走来
But we got to keep it hush hush
但我们必须保持隐秘
Hush we do it quietly
嘘 我们悄悄进行
Feeling free nobody else here it's just you and me
感受自由 此刻唯有你我
Oh it happened suddenly
噢 一切突然发生
You came to me
你向我走来
But we got to keep it hush hush
但我们必须保持隐秘
Let's proceed off of the deep end
任由彼此坠向深渊
Put her in my veins and I couldn't stop
她渗入血脉 我无力挣脱
It was always going back four seconds like a hungry clock
像饥饿的钟摆 反复倒回四秒前
I gotta keep her hush her reputation is monstrous
必须让她保持沉默 她的名声已臭名昭著
Make families tear drops like Whitney Houston's did from her nonresponsiveness
让家庭泪如雨下 就像惠特尼·休斯顿的冷漠造成的悲剧
That's awful
这太可怕了
Once I tried to leave her and get clean
我曾试图离开她 戒掉毒瘾
But I got a sick fever
但我病入膏肓
She convinced you to stay
她说服你留下来
She said I was gullible and true to form you believed her
她说我天真易骗 而你果然信以为真
She became the worst thing I mean
她最终成为了我最可怕的噩梦
Phillip Seymour was clean for twenty three years
菲利普·西摩曾清醒二十三载
Before he relapsed and OD'd in 2013 and this is your queen?
却在2013年复吸过量离世 这就是你的女王?
We had more high stories than a Dubai skyscraper
我们的迷幻往事比迪拜摩天楼还要高耸
We were drinking in Amy's Winehouse while I was writing this rhyme in Heath's ledger
在艾米的酒馆痛饮 我却在希斯的账本上写着韵脚
Really?
当真?
She started acting overly dramatic
她开始歇斯底里地表演
She had me staying in the attic in the annex
让我蜷缩在阁楼隔间
Did you cheat with acid?
你是否用致幻剂背叛?
Nah with a cousin Xanny that I met lost in the rug fabric
不 和那个迷失在毛毯里的表亲赞尼一起
So tragic
如此悲惨
My love sent me a letter that was written in blood and dipped in quill
我的爱人寄来一封用血书写 蘸着羽毛笔的信
She couldn't believe she felt some kind of way
她不敢相信自己竟有这种感觉
I was sleeping with her cousin pills
我曾与她表亲的药丸同眠
I gave up on 'em I heralded a win when I had a coronary
我放弃了它们 当心脏绞痛时还以为赢了
No matter how you pushed
无论你如何用力
That envelope you would have always remained stationary
那个信封始终纹丝不动
My lady Xanny could put me in a mood
我的Xanny姑娘让我陷入迷惘
To either love or hate you all
时而爱你入骨 时而恨你入髓
Non prescription bottles shaking
药瓶摇晃作响
That's our junkie mating call
那是我们瘾君子的求爱信号
My mind was blown and gone
我的神志早已飘散
And I preferred to be all alone in a dark zone
宁愿独自沉沦在黑暗深渊
She really isn't helping you
她根本不是在帮你
Maybe this is what happened to Nina Simone could be
或许妮娜·西蒙也曾这般沉沦
Pure passion when I pulled her out of my stash
当我从藏匿处将她取出时 纯粹的热情燃烧
And for a little while killed my depression
短暂地驱散了笼罩我的阴郁
Grinning like a sintering confession my
她像烧结的告白般对我微笑
Medicine when I popped her a couple times but throw her in the bathroom
我的解药 却在几次放纵后将她遗弃在浴室角落
Why you let an addiction to pills linger
为何要让药丸的瘾症蔓延滋长
When marijuana vapor is much safer with less labor
明明雾化的欢愉更安全也更轻松
Doesn't it amaze in 30 days I was trapped sprung in a Spring maze
三十天深陷春日的迷宫里挣扎
That doesn't come after April on your calendar
你的日历上四月之后从不会出现的困境
Hush we do it quietly
嘘 我们悄悄进行
Feeling free nobody else here it's just you and me
感受自由 此刻唯有你我
Oh it happened suddenly
噢 一切突然发生
You came to me
你向我走来
But we got to keep it hush hush
但我们必须保持隐秘
Hush we do it quietly
嘘 我们悄悄进行
Feeling free nobody else here it's just you and me
感受自由 此刻唯有你我
Oh it happened suddenly
噢 一切突然发生
You came to me
你向我走来
But we got to keep it hush hush
但我们必须保持隐秘
You dumped Xanny after a while
你终于戒掉了那些药丸
Yeah she was vile I reconnected with my ex
她如此不堪 我带着微笑重拾旧缘
With a smile the complexion of white powder in tiny little vials
那些白色粉末装在小玻璃瓶间
You're sounding out of control again are you sure of what you're doing?
你又开始失控 真的清楚自己在做什么吗
Nah but a beverage namesake is packaged in the shape of a perfect woman
不 但那个以酒为名的尤物 有着完美曲线
Hitting her raw nah more like sniffing her raw
沉溺于她的致命诱惑 如同吸食*般无法自拔
Stay away from her
远离她吧
Yeah sure probably if I bought a fifteen foot straw
除非我能找到十五英尺长的吸管
I coulda shoulda woulda she had no respect for me
我本可以抽身 她却从不尊重我
I left her pure I probably should have cut her
我选择离开 或许早该斩断这孽缘
You don't want to cut her with her
你绝不会想与她纠缠
She's more dangerous than a nearsighted knife juggler
她比近视的飞刀艺人更危险致命
But I kept fucking with her I had to have her
但我仍沉溺于她 无法自拔
Without her I only felt anger and hurt
失去她 我只剩愤怒与伤痛
She once bragged to me in daft laughter
她曾醉醺醺地向我炫耀
That she had introduced Courtney Love to Curt
是她撮合了那对癫狂眷侣
I meant it when I say I like it
我说喜欢时 字字真心
You'll want to lick her even if you're driving
即便驾车时也想亲吻她
She'll have your mind fighting twice
她让你心智分裂交战
The gravity like a pregnant woman that's skydiving
如怀孕跳伞般失控坠跌
Crazy
疯狂
Mosquitoes got buzzed after they sting me
蚊虫叮咬后嗡嗡作响
I be so drunk and pissy dizzy try to not to fall in vomit
我醉得东倒西歪 竭力不让自己跌入呕吐物中
She's no mystery
她并非谜团
Well then who is she really?
那她究竟是谁?
Addiction
沉沦
Fuck an addiction literally
该死的沉沦
She's a filthy whore you got to ignore
她是个肮脏的* 你必须视而不见
Have you making them contradicting decisions
你是否在矛盾抉择中挣扎
That'll have you sleeping on the prison floor
最终只能在冰冷牢狱中蜷缩
Now are you totally free from her out of the darkness no longer blind?
如今可算彻底摆脱她的阴影 重见光明?
I hope so of all the things in this life
此生我唯愿如此
I lost the worst is definitely my mind
最痛莫过于丧失理智
If you see her give her the message I think about her
若遇见她 请转告我的思念
But I just can't be around her right now
只是此刻我无法靠近
Hope she's not bitter that I'm doing better
愿她别怨恨我渐入佳境
Not depending on her got daughters I gotta be sober
不再依赖她 为了女儿我必须保持清醒
For the best grand
为了最美好的未来
Hush we do it quietly
嘘 我们悄悄进行
Feeling free nobody else here it's just you and me
感受自由 此刻唯有你我
Oh it happened suddenly
噢 一切突然发生
You came to me
你向我走来
But we got to keep it hush hush
但我们必须保持隐秘
Hush we do it quietly
嘘 我们悄悄进行
Feeling free nobody else here it's just you and me
感受自由 此刻唯有你我
Oh it happened suddenly
噢 一切突然发生
You came to me
你向我走来
But we got to keep it hush hush
但我们必须保持隐秘