词:A.A.F
曲:A.A.F
I've developed an allergy to words like "forever,"
"one and only,"and "special,
as they trigger psychological hives in me.
Seeing a couple walking side by side
my first reaction wasn't envy
but quickly calculating
how many days they had left before parting.
I fear all holidays, for they are like joy
forged time bombs, whispering
"You're alone again.".
Even sunny days make me feel downsuch wonderful weather
meant to be shared with someone, now wasted in vain.
I've developed an immunity to sweet love songs
now I only listen to two types of music: white noise
or the crackling sound of a heart shattered into pieces