My Mind Playin Tricks on Me (Explicit) - Geto Boys
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I sit alone in my four cornered room
独坐四壁空房
Staring at candles
凝视烛火摇晃
Oh that sh*t is on heh
恍惚间神魂激荡
Let me drop some sh*t like this here
且听我道尽沧桑
Real smooth
如丝般流畅
At night I can't sleep I toss and turn
长夜辗转难眠
Candle sticks in the dark visions of bodies being burned
烛光映照焚身幻象
Four walls just staring at a ni**a
四面墙冷眼相望
I'm paranoid sleeping with my finger on the trigger
我偏执难眠 手指始终扣在扳机上
My mother's always stressing I ain't living right
母亲总在忧心 说我误入歧途
But I ain't going out without a fight
但我绝不会束手就擒
See everytime my eyes close
每当合上双眼
I start sweating and blood starts coming out my nose
便冷汗涔涔 鼻血直流
It's somebody watchin' the Ak'
有人正监视着AK
But I don't know who it is so I'm watching my back
不知是谁 所以我时刻警惕
I can see him when I'm deep in the covers
蜷缩被中仍能看见他的身影
When I awake I don't see the motherf**ker
当我醒来 看不见那个混账东西
He owns a black hat like I own
他戴着黑帽子 就像我一样
A black suit and a cane like my own
穿着黑西装拄着手杖 和我如出一辙
Some might say take a chill B
或许有人劝我冷静点
But f**k that sh*t there's a ni**a trying to kill me
但去他的 有人正想取我性命
I'm pumping in the clip when the wind blows
风声掠过时 我扣紧弹匣
Every twenty seconds got me peeping out my window
每隔二十秒 就要窥探窗外动静
Investigating the joint for traps
仔细检查每个角落 怕有陷阱埋伏
Checking my telephone for taps
反复确认电话线路 怕被监听
I'm staring at the woman on the corner
我死死盯着街角那个女人
It's f**ked up when your mind is playing tricks on you
当你的心智开始欺骗自己 这感觉真**糟透了
I make big money I drive big cars
我赚大钱开豪车
Everybody know me it's like I'm a movie star
人人都认识我 就像电影明星
But late at night something ain't right
但深夜时分总感觉不对劲
I feel I'm being tailed by the same sucker's head lights
总觉得被同一辆车的头灯尾随
Is it that fool that I ran off the block
是那个被我赶出街区的蠢货吗
Or is it that ni**a last week that I shot
还是上周被我开枪打中的家伙
Or is it the one I beat for five thousand dollars
或是那个被我抢走五千块的倒霉蛋
Thought he had 'caine but it was gold medal flour
他以为那是*** 结果只是面粉
Reach under my seat grabbed my popper for the suckers
伸手到座位下摸枪 准备对付这些杂碎
Ain't no use to be lying I was scareder than a motherf**ker
没必要说谎 我当时怕得要命
But they're laughing at pow pies and buried that quick
但他们嘲笑几声就很快被埋了
If it's going down let's get this sh*t over with
既然要动手 那就速战速决
Here they come just like I figured
他们果然如我所料地来了
I got my hand on the motherf**king trigger
我的手指已扣在冰冷的扳机上
What I saw'll make your a** start giggling
所见景象会让你毛骨悚然
Three black crippled and crazy senior citizens
三个癫狂的黑人残疾老者
I live by the sword
我活在刀尖舔血的日子
I take my boys everywhere I go
随身带着我的兄弟
Because I'm paranoid
因为我深陷偏执
I keep looking over my shoulder and peeping around corners
不断回头张望 在街角窥探
My mind is playing tricks on me
我的心智在戏弄我
Day by day it's more impossible to cope
日复一日 愈发难以承受
I feel like I'm the one that's doing d**e
仿佛我才是那个走向毁灭的人
Can't keep a steady hand because I'm nervous
双手颤抖 因恐惧而无法自持
Every Sunday morning I'm in service
每个周日清晨 我虔诚祈祷
Playing for forgiveness
祈求宽恕
And trying to find an exit out of the business
试图寻找逃离这泥潭的出路
I know the lord is looking at me
我知主在注视着我
But yet and still it's hard for me to feel happy
却仍难觅欢愉踪影
I often drift while I drive
驾车时常神思恍惚
Having fatal thoughts of suicide
自杀念头萦绕心头
Bang and get it over with
不如饮弹一了百了
And then I'm worry free but that's bullshit
说什么解脱都是谎言
I got a little boy to look after
我还有个稚子要抚养
And if I died then my child would be a bastard
若我死去 孩子将成孤儿
I had a woman down with me
曾有个女人陪在我身边
But to me it seemed like she was down to get me
但总觉得她暗藏祸心
She helped me out in this sh*t
她帮我渡过难关
But to me she was just another b**ch
可在我眼里她不过是过客
Now she's back with her mother
如今她回到母亲身旁
Now I'm realizing that I love her
此刻我才明白我爱她
Now I'm feeling lonely
如今我倍感孤寂
My mind is playing tricks on me
我的心智在戏弄我
This year halloween fell on a weekend
今年万圣节恰逢周末
Me and geto boyz are trick or treating
我和盖托男孩们玩着不给糖就捣蛋
Robbing little kids for bags
抢劫小孩们的糖果袋
Till an old man got behind our a**
直到有个老头追了上来
So we speeded up the pace
于是我们加快脚步
Took a look back and he was right before our face
回头一看他已近在咫尺
We'd be in for a squab' no doubt
一场打斗在所难免
So I swung and hit the ni**a in his mouth
于是我挥拳击中那人的嘴
He was going down we figured
我们以为他就要倒下
But this was no ordinary ni**a
但这绝非寻常之辈
He stood about six or seven feet
他身高约六七英尺
Now that's the ni**a I'd been seeing in my sleep
那正是我梦中屡现的阴影
So we triple teamed on him
我们三人合力围攻
Dropping them motherf**king B's on him
子弹如雨点般倾泻
The more I swung the more blood flew
我越挥拳 鲜血越是飞溅
Then he disappeared and my boys disappeared too
随后他消失了 我的兄弟们也都不见踪影
Then I felt just like a fiend
那一刻我像个瘾君子般癫狂
It wasn't even close to halloween
明明不是万圣节却毛骨悚然
It was dark as f**k on the streets
街头漆黑得令人窒息
My hands were all bloody from punching on the concrete
捶打混凝土的双手鲜血淋漓
God damn homie
该死的兄弟啊
My mind is playing tricks on me
我的心智在戏弄我