There's tobacco in my sheets
我的床单上有烟草
I know you won't be proud
我知道你不会骄傲
You always taught me not to be the kind of woman that I seem to be becoming now
你总是教育我不要变成我现在要变成的那种女人
There's an empty bag of something
桌边空无一物的药包
On the table by my bed
放在我床边的桌子上
Yeah I know you wouldn't like it
我知道你不会喜欢
But it's the only thing that gets him out my head
但这是唯一能将他从我脑海中抽离的办法
Oh mama
我好想你,妈妈
I hope you understand
我希望你明白
Cause when daddy broke your heart I held your hand
因为当爸爸让你心碎的时候,我握住了你的手。
I'm not a smoker or a drinker
我不抽烟也不喝酒
Just a crazy over thinker
我只是个过度思考的疯子
And I need a little medicine
我需要一点解药
I hope your broken heart it understands
愿你破碎的心能明白
There's someone that I hardly know
有一个我几乎不认识的人
Knocking at my door
敲响我门扉
He's a pretty good distraction but he's not even a fraction of the one before
他是个很好的分散注意力的人但他和以前的那个人完全不同
And if I'm being honest
说实话
I'm starting to scare myself
我开始害怕自己
Know I hate to disappoint you
我不想让你失望
But if I can't tell you I can't tell nobody else
但若我无法向你吐露,那我便无人能倾诉
Oh mama
哦,妈妈
I hope you understand
我希望你明白
Cause I watched you hiding tears when daddy ran
因为我看着你在爸爸逃跑时藏着泪水
I'm not a smoker or a drinker just a crazy over thinker
我既不抽烟也不酗酒,只是爱过度思考
And I need a little medicine
我需要的是一点解药
I hope your broken heart it understands
愿你破碎的心能明白
I swear I'm sorry if I'm letting you down
抱歉我让你失望了
Did you ever feel how I'm feeling now
你可曾体会过我现在的感受
And can you tell me how you found a way out
你能告诉我你是如何找到出路的么?
Can you be my *******
你能否做我的爱人
Cause god I tried everything else
因为我已别无尝试
Oh mama
哦,妈妈
I just don't understand
我就是不明白
How you still raised up my brother to a man
你怎么还把我的兄弟捧成了男子汉
Were you a smoker or a drinker
你是那烟鬼酒徒吗
Or a crazy over thinker
亦或是个过度思考的疯子
Did you need a little medicine
是否需要一点解药
I hope your broken heart it understands
愿你受伤的心灵得以理解