Won't Let Go - ArlenaZara
The phone has been silent for a week now maybe more
But I keep it in my pocket just like it was before
I know you changed your number I know you moved away
But I pretend you're busy that you're coming back someday
The world says I'm a fool now the world says I should see
That the man I loved is a memory a ghost of who you used to be
But I've built a little fortress around the love we had
And I'm holding on for dear life whether it's good or bad
Cause I won't let go baby I'm holding on too tight
Clinging to the wreckage in the middle of the night
My anchor's in the past now my future is unclear
But I won't let go of the only thing that felt so real and dear
They say I need to sever ties they say I need release
But holding on is the only way I find a little peace
Yeah I won't let go
Cause letting go means you are finally gone
My friends have stopped inviting me they don't know what to do
With a woman so devoted to the memory of you
I see the pity in their eyes the quiet gentle plea
To let go of the anchor to finally be set free
But freedom feels like falling freedom feels like air
A weightless empty feeling a quiet raw despair
I'd rather have the burden the weight of the mistake we made
Than the quiet crushing emptiness of watching the whole thing fade
Cause I won't let go baby I'm holding on too tight
Clinging to the wreckage in the middle of the night
My anchor's in the past now my future is unclear
But I won't let go of the only thing that felt so real and dear
They say I need to sever ties they say I need release
But holding on is the only way I find a little peace
Yeah I won't let go
Cause letting go means you are finally gone
Maybe this is madness maybe this is just my curse
To keep on loving you for better or for worse
I know the story's over I know the final line is red
But I can't close the book yet I can't leave this love for dead
Cause I won't let go baby I'm holding on too tight
Clinging to the wreckage in the middle of the night
My anchor's in the past now my future is unclear
But I won't let go of the only thing that felt so real and dear
They say I need to sever ties they say I need release
But holding on is the only way I find a little peace
Yeah I won't let go
Cause letting go means you are finally gone
Won't let go the only thing I do
Won't let go a monument to you
Won't let go and I'll be here waiting still devastating
Won't let go