词:DJAF
曲:DJAF
I no longer try to escape this darkness
I begin to learn to recognize constellations in the void
this one is called 'Regret,' and that nebula is called 'Unfinished.'.
My heart has turned into an aesthetic apparatus
the center is a vast void
nd the edges are sharp fragments of memories about you.
If happiness is too frivolous
then I would rather choose this weighty sorrow
It makes me feel that I truly"existed," even if in a falling manner.
I built a palace in the depths of my emotions
using all the"could have been" and"almost" as its materials
It is magnificent, cold, and inhabited by me alone.
Finally, even the concept of 'healing' has become clichéd
I chose to sign a peace treaty with my scars
acknowledging them as part of the terrain that shapes 'me.'.