Smiles are my thickest armor
笑容是我最厚的铠甲
Silence keeps the world from wonder
沉默将世间的好奇阻挡
I bury all my mess beneath my feet
我将所有狼藉深埋足底
Pretending I’m invincible complete
假装自己无坚不摧完好无缺
Only at night my scars appear
唯有夜幕降临 伤痕才悄然浮现
In the daylight I put on my cheer
白昼之时 我重又戴上欢颜
The louder the crowd the more I fake
人群越喧嚣 我越是虚与委蛇
The closer you get the more I break away
你越是靠近 我越是退避
I use coldness to hide my panic
我用冰冷掩饰内心的恐慌
Toughness to cover my weakness
以坚强为盾,掩盖我的脆弱
Thinking this would keep me safe
原以为,此般伪装能护我周全
But loneliness has left me trapped
却不料,孤独早已将我困缚其中
This masquerade I hold so tight
这场假面舞会,我仍死死坚守
A facade that won’t die or die
这层伪装,始终不肯褪去
Bruised and broken full of wounds
纵已伤痕累累,内心千疮百孔
Still I act like I’m immune
却仍装作若无其事
This masquerade is all in vain
这场伪装终究是徒劳一场
Hiding what my heart contains
掩藏着心底的真情实感
Someone see through my stubborn pride
愿有人能看穿我故作的坚强
Break these walls I’ve built inside
击碎我内心筑起的重重壁垒
Every word becomes official
每句话语都变得正式疏远
Emotions locked in a crystal
情感被封锁在透明水晶中
I stand right in the crowded light
我站在拥挤刺眼的灯光下
But my soul’s alone in endless night
心灵却在漫漫长夜里孤寂无依
No fragility is allowed to grow
不容一丝脆弱生长
All softness buried deep below
将所有温柔深藏
Till you saw through every lie
直到你将所有谎言看穿
Till your warmth crashed my disguise
直到你的暖意卸下我的伪装
I use coldness to hide my panic
我用冰冷掩饰内心的恐慌
Toughness to cover my weakness
以坚强为盾,掩盖我的脆弱
Thinking this would keep me safe
原以为,此般伪装能护我周全
But loneliness has left me trapped
却不料,孤独早已将我困缚其中
This masquerade I hold so tight
这场假面舞会,我仍死死坚守
A facade that won’t die or die
这层伪装,始终不肯褪去
Bruised and broken full of wounds
纵已伤痕累累,内心千疮百孔
Still I act like I’m immune
却仍装作若无其事
This masquerade is all in vain
这场伪装终究是徒劳一场
Hiding what my heart contains
掩藏着心底的真情实感
Someone see through my stubborn pride
愿有人能看穿我故作的坚强
Break these walls I’ve built inside
击碎我内心筑起的重重壁垒
I built this hard and heavy masquerade
我筑起这坚硬沉重的伪装
To fight the eyes that never fade
只为抵御那些不曾消散的目光
Thinking not falling meant not hurting
以为不倒下便不会受伤
But I trapped myself in walls unbreaking
却将自己困于坚不可摧的围墙中
I won’t pretend I won’t hide ANYMORE!
我不再伪装 不再隐藏 永不再犯
Tear down this masquerade I’ve known
撕下我这熟稔的伪装
Stop this act I’ve overgrown
停止这我已不再适合的表演
Even if I’m hurt even if I’m weak
即便我伤痕累累 即使我软弱无力
I won’t pretend I’m complete
我也不再假装自己无懈可击
Burn this masquerade break the chain
焚毁这虚伪面具 斩断这沉重枷锁
Face the truth my heart contains
面对我心底深藏的真实
Someone will see my broken side
终会有人读懂我的脆弱
Love me past the walls I’ve hide
用爱融化我筑起的高墙
Take off this masquerade
卸下这层伪装
And see the real me
看见真实的我