Half Light Heart - Fred Stacky/Shift to Abundance
It's 2:00 AM and the screen still glows
Your name in a thread that just froze
Half a joke, half a fight on read
Now I'm chasing old words in my head
Empty glass but my thoughts still pour
Shadows dancing on the bedroom door
Said we'd make it, said we'd be fine
Just forever had a deadline
How did we drift?
From the planes on the ceiling
Maps in our minds to this quiet cold feeling
I replay the start like it might change the ending
I've got a half light heart
Still burning where you left me
Not dark, not bright
Just living in the in-between
Holding on to what we were
And what we'll never be
I've got a half light heart
And it keeps flickering you and me
Remember nights in the back of that car
Windows down singing off-key to stars
You talked big dreams, I believed every line
Now it's just me and the dotted white stripes
I'm chasing ghosts that we drew in blue pen
Whole new city but I'll lose you again
Every wind feels a little bit thin
When I can't send you the evidence
I'm on this road
But it circles the same way
Every green light feels like running from your name
Can I love the climb if you're not at the summit
I've got a half light heart
Still burning where you left me
Not dark, not bright
Just living in the in-between
Holding on to what we were
And what we'll never be
I've got a half light heart
And it keeps flickering you and me
Maybe I'll learn to let go slow
Box up the hoodies and the polaroids
Call it a chapter, close the spine
Stop reading signs in every streetlight
But every time I say I'm done
A little spark says just hold on
Guess healing isn't clean or fast
It's learning how to love what's left
I've got a half light heart
Still burning where you left me
Not dark, not bright
Just living in the in-between
Trying to write a brand new page
But ink that still spells you and me
I've got a half light heart
But it's still beating, still believes
Have a half light heart
I'll let the dawn decide
If you're a map
Or part of the rest of my life