Alive and Unwell (Explicit) - Leah Kate
Lyrics by:Leah Kalmenson/Madi Yanofsky/Nicholas Ruth
Composed by:Nick Ruth
Produced by:Mike Wise/Nick Ruth
I don't wanna wake up
Can't cover up the pain with my make-up
All these strangers rip me to shreds
The beauty of the internet
But I don't make it better
You know I never have my **** together
I'm a bad drunk can't keep a job
I'm a disappointment to my mom
Think that I might lose it
Damn I feel so insecure
If you ask me how I'm doing
One two
One two three four
I'm alive and unwell
Some days I ******* hate myself
No magic pill is gonna help
But at least I'm thriving in hell
Yeah I'm alive and screwed up
Ruining everything I touch
I'm a hot mess but guess what
I don't give a ****
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh-ooh
Alive and unwell
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh-ooh
Alive and unwell
It is what it is I am who I am
You can tell me what to do
But I won't listen
I'm a lost cause
I'm a bit depressed
I'm the worst even at my best
Think that I might lose it
Damn I feel so insecure
If you ask me how I'm doing
One two
One two three four
I'm alive and unwell
Some days I ******* hate myself
No magic pill is gonna help
But at least I'm thriving in hell
Yeah I'm alive and screwed up
Ruining everything I touch
I'm a hot mess but guess what
I don't give a ****
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh-ooh
Alive and unwell
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh-ooh
Alive and unwell
I'm alive and unwell
Oh oh oh-oh
Alive and unwell