词:东北雨姐
曲:东北雨姐
Between"get up"and"give up completely
I chose to stay stuck in the middle, motionless.
The heart is like a basement
cold and dreary, yet safe
I’ve grown accustomed to its temperature
while sunlight makes me allergic instead.
All my emotions are tied in knots
no tears when I want to cry
and a heavy weight on my lips when I want to laugh.
They say time is the best medicine
but my illness seems to have developed resistance to it.
I became a spectator to my own emotions
watching them rise and fall but unable to intervene
like an incompetent god.