This Is My Story Full Of The Madness
This Is My Story Of Pleasure And Pain
I Remember The Blood Dried On The Mattress
But Don't Think That I Am Truly Insane
Everyone Said That My Life Was A Mistake
I Haven't Been Loved Since The Day I Was Born
My Wish Was To Be Loved For God's Sake
When I Was Twenty I Left Never To Return
So Cellar After Cellar, My Families Changed
Girls And Their Kids Loved Me By My Request
I Treated Them So Well, I Didn't Feel Estranged
Now I Have To Join Them And Be Blessed
I See Their Faces In My Drops Of Blood
I Keep All My Victims In My Heart
But I'm Not Sure If I'm Still Alive Or Dead
The Piercing Screams Destroy My Head
With All These Drops Of Blood That Fall
To The Ground New Flowers Grow
With Each New Flower Voices Call
Me Into The Unknown, Please Take My Soul!
Their Cries For Mercy Haunted Me No Matter Where I Am I Can't Be Free
I'm All Alone For Twenty Years But They Stay In My Head They Don't Let Me
Go!
I Treated Them So Well, We Didn't Feel Estranged
God, Please, I Want To Join Them, I Did For Them My Best
I Still Don't Understand Why They Called Me Deranged
I Used To Love Them But I Just Got More And More Stressed
Now I Am Old, Uncaptured Nomad, In This Lonely Town
My Time Has Come To Set Them Free By Rusty Sharp Razor
I See Their Faces, Hear Their Screams With Every Drop Falling Down