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Why (Explicit) - Trevor Poole
Depression brewin' inside of me
沮丧在我内心深处愈演愈烈
My constant fear and anxiety
我的恐惧与焦虑挥之不去
I cannot pinpoint the reasons why
我无法明确缘由
I don't feel like part of society
解释我为什么觉得自己格格不入
And I could try to take a look inside
我可以试着探究一下内心
To figure out
弄清楚缘由
Why I feel so hurt
为什么我感觉如此伤心
Why I lack self worth
为什么我缺乏自尊
Why my life's been pain
为什么我的生活充满痛苦
Since the day of my birth
从我出生那天起就备受折磨
And I still feel worse
当痛苦再次袭来
When the pain returns
我依然感觉难过不已
Too many things in my mind I can't figure out
我脑海里思绪万千 我无法想明白
All the time you guys would yell
一直以来 你们大喊大叫
And cuss each other out
对彼此恶语相向
You don't care about the demons in my mind
你并不在乎我心中的执念
'Cause you had your own demons in you all this time
因为你一直以来都有自己的心魔
And you never asked why
你从未开口询问过原因
Why my b***hes know smiles
为什么我身边的女孩知道绽放笑容
Why I ran for miles
为什么我愿意跑上好几英里
Why I changed my style
为什么我改变自己的风格
Why I look so sad
为什么我露出悲伤的神情
Why I get so mad
为什么我变得如此疯狂
Why I want it all to end
为什么我渴望结束这一切
I don't make pretend
我不想惺惺作态
Lost my cousin to the *** he was 15
我的表弟因为药物丧命 那时他年仅十五岁
But all the *** that the cool kids made seem
但酷小孩制造出来的药物却显得
I don't care about my friends because the main thing
我并不在乎我的朋友 因为最重要的事
Is that I do the right thing keep my name clean
就是我做出正确的选择 保护我清白的名声
And keep my mind clean
让自己保持头脑清醒
Make peace with my d**n anxiety
安抚我焦虑不安的情绪
No way I make it back to sobriety
我绝不会让自己恢复清醒
'Cause all the *** will heal the pain inside of me
因为所有药物将会治愈我内心的伤痛
I'm breaking down I'm breaking down
我濒临崩溃 我濒临崩溃
Can't figure out why I can't figure out
无法弄清楚缘由 无法想明白
Can't take away the pain
为什么我无法驱散痛苦
I'm borderline insane
我快要失去理智
Why why why
为什么 为什么 为什么
I'm borderline insane
我快要失去理智
Why why why
为什么 为什么 为什么
I'm borderline insane
我快要失去理智
I can never focus on the s**t that works
我无法将注意力放在行之有效的东西上
If you give me 50 dollars for my verse
如果你给我五十美元 让我写歌
I'll make it work
我会让一切发挥作用
But I'll write a f**kin' lie
但我会亲笔编织一个谎言
'Cause the truth is all that hurts
因为真相令人伤心欲绝
I don't think it's a surprise
我觉得这算不上什么惊喜
All my problems are the worst
我承受着最糟糕的烦恼
Triple seven on my wrist but it don't mean jack s**t
我手腕上纹着三个数字七 但这并非毫无意义
Number of the angel I f**kin' thought they exist
而是代表天使的数字 我觉得天使存在于世
Just wanna live 2020 ain't that s**t
只想好好度过2020年 一切没有那么糟糕
Locked in my room when I'm about to go batshit
在我快要抓狂的时候 将自己锁在房间里
I wish I could say it to light
多么希望我能对着光芒一吐为快
Age 17 thought I wanted to die
十七岁的时候 我以为我想了结自己
But I cannot lie even why I do try
但我无法编造我勇敢尝试的理由
True word from my heart to the end of my life
发自肺腑的真言历久弥新 直到我的生命尽头
Word from my heart to the end of my life
发自肺腑的话语历久弥新 直到我的生命尽头
Why
为什么
Word from my heart to the end of my life
发自肺腑的话语历久弥新 直到我的生命尽头
I'm breaking down I'm breaking down
我濒临崩溃 我濒临崩溃
Can't figure out why I can't figure out
无法弄清楚缘由 无法想明白
Can't take away the pain
为什么我无法驱散痛苦
I'm borderline insane
我快要失去理智