Light Won't Reach 汽水-小野
I really want to say something
About the mess I made
Cause every time I look back
I see the damage laid
I tried to find the right words
But you turned your eyes away
And every road that led to you
Just faded into gray
I know it's easier for you
To close the door and leave
To let the silence cover up
The things we couldn't keep
And even if the years go by
And wash away the scene
There are parts of what we were
That still remain in me
Cause I was holding on to faith
When everything was falling through
And I believed there'd be a place
Where I'd still matter to you
And I don't know where this goes
And I don't want what's coming next
You can stand there in the distance
Watching me become less
As I lose balance
And lose sleep
Cause you left pieces
Inside me
And somewhere between
Who I was
And who I'll be
It's dark for me
You say you've moved beyond it
Like none of it remains
While I'm still tracing outlines
Of memories and names
Maybe I deserve the blame
Maybe you were right all along
But part of me still wonders
If we could have been strong
What do you want from me now?
I only wanted peace
A place that felt like shelter
A reason to believe
I tried to make it simple
I tried to make it clear
But every answer led me back
To why I'm still stuck here
Cause I was holding on to faith
When everything was falling through
And I believed there'd be a place
Where I'd still matter to you
And I don't know where this goes
And I don't want what's coming next
You can stand there in the distance
Watching me become less
As I lose balance
And lose sleep
Cause you left pieces
Inside me
And somewhere between
Who I was
And who I'll be
It's dark for me
Maybe someday I'll forgive myself
For all the things I couldn't save
Maybe someday I'll find a road
That doesn't lead back to your name
But tonight the shadows linger
And the silence feels too deep
Like every unfinished sentence
Still belongs to me