wrote you all these pages - threw them out
写满心事的信笺 最终撕碎丢弃
and I’ll pick up the phone
拿起电话又放下
just to put it back down.
终究没勇气拨通
don’t think I can hear how you’re better now
不敢听你如今过得多好的消息
i can feel the silence getting loud
寂静在耳边震耳欲聋
how long are the start about you
关于你的念头还要
gonna run around
纠缠我多久
how I wish we’d found some common ground.
多希望我们曾有过共识
and I’m putting on a show
我在人前强颜欢笑
while your left at home it’s not personal
你独守空房 并非刻意疏远
I don’t wanna cry so I’ll make a joke
不愿落泪 便以玩笑掩饰
you’re stuck in the in the goddamn
你如鲠在喉
back of my throat
令我难以释怀
maybe it’s pride or maybe I’m cold
或许是骄傲作祟 亦或心已成冰
there’s all of these things I should say, but I don’t
千言万语哽在心头 终未说出口
did it get too heavy? did you sink
是否爱已成负累 让你沉沦
when you hear about me tell me
当你听到我的消息时告诉我
does it make you flinch?
是否让你心头一颤
does it kill you to the wondering
是否因猜疑而心如刀绞
are you dancing on your own
你是否独自起舞
or taking someone home
还是带人归家
better I don’t know
或许我不知为妙
I don’t wanna cry so I’ll make a joke
不愿落泪 便以玩笑掩饰
you’re stuck in the in the goddamn
你如鲠在喉
back of my throat
令我难以释怀
maybe it’s pride or maybe I’m cold
或许是骄傲作祟 亦或心已成冰
there’s all of these things I should say,
有千言万语想说
but I don’t
却终究沉默
can’t speak your name I’m scared
不敢唤你姓名 害怕
that I’ll choke
会哽咽失声
block out the nights in the back of your Ford baby, it’s cruel spitting out hope
试图抹去 你车后座那些夜晚 亲爱的 吐出希望太残忍
there’s all of these things I should say
有千言万语涌上心头
but I don’t
却终究沉默