Every moment feels like dying every second feels like loss
I'm begging for transformation no matter what the cost
The winter of my spirit has lasted far too long
Wake the spring within my soul—help me heal make me strong
Every day I'm disappearing fading into nothingness
I want to rise from these ashes and start anew
The weight on my chest is crushing me slowly
I'm ready to shed this skin and become someone new
The mirror shows a stranger I no longer recognize
I crave the fire that will burn me into someone wise
The world feels like it's closing in there's no air left to breathe
I'm clawing at the surface desperate to believe
In the depths of my despair I found a tiny seed
Water it with hope and let it grow into my freed
My lungs are filled with water I'm sinking in my fear
Teach me how to breathe again remind me life is dear
I'm drowning in the gray waiting for the light to break me free
Every day I'm disappearing fading into nothingness
I want to rise from these ashes and start anew
The weight on my chest is crushing me slowly
I'm ready to shed this skin and become someone new
The mirror shows a stranger I no longer recognize
I crave the fire that will burn me into someone wise
The world feels like it's closing in there's no air left to breathe
I'm clawing at the surface desperate to believe
In the depths of my despair I found a tiny seed
Water it with hope and let it grow into my freed
My lungs are filled with water I'm sinking in my fear
Teach me how to breathe again remind me life is dear
The walls I've built to protect me now suffocate my growth
Tear them down completely—I was meant for something more
'm a candle burning low in a room without a window
Light a new flame inside me make me glow and glow
This heavy cloak of sadness weighs me to the ground
Clothe me in new morning let new joy be found
I'm falling through the twilight
Can't catch my breath