I fucking hate that Im not there for you
我**恨透了自己无法在你身旁
My heart breaks I cant wash your tears away
我心碎不已 却无法擦干你的泪水
And every day that I cant reassure you
每一个我无法安抚你的白昼
Is followed by a night knowing I wont be ok
都伴随着一个知道自己无法好过的夜晚
Im falling down and Im not alright
我正在坠落 我不好
Cause all I wanna give you is a better life
因为我只想给你更好的生活
Something I never had but every night
那是我从未拥有过的一切 但每一个夜晚
I watch the world spin without an end in sight
我眼睁睁看着世界旋转 却望不见尽头
I cant stop it
我无法停下这一切
I just watch it
只能静静旁观
I cant catch the hands of time
我抓不住时光的指针
Watch em pass me by often
看着它们一次次与我擦肩
And I can tell Im wasting it
我深知自己正在虚度光阴
Days spent without your smile erasing it
没有你笑容的日子 连记忆都在褪色
I hope your heart still has my place in it
我希望你的心底 仍有我的位置
I hope your laugh still sounds the way it did
我希望你的笑声 依旧如从前那般动听
I hope you know that Im wishing for a way I could change it
但愿你知道 我多渴望能找到改变的方法
Every time
每一次
That I go
当我离开
Its tearing up my soul
都撕扯着我的灵魂
More than youll ever know
远超你所能想象
Every night
每一个夜晚
Im alone
我独自一人
Whats killing me the most
最痛莫过于此
Is that I know Ill become your ghost
我知道我将成为你的幽灵
Can you feel me in your heart
你心中可否感应到我的存在
When you close your eyes to sleep can you see me in the dark
当你闭眼入睡时 能否在黑暗中看见我
Am I the reason you smile or cry
你的笑容或泪水 是否都因我而起
Do you feel me inside am I even part of your life
你内心可曾感受到我 我是否还是你生命的一部分
Cause even though Im alive
尽管我依然活着
I got this pain in my chest
但胸口的疼痛
That makes me feel like I died
让我感觉仿佛已经死去
How can I live without you standing beside me
若你不在身旁伫立 我该如何独活
And how can I be real if Im outta your sight
若脱离你的目光 我又如何真实存在
No I dont wanna be your ghost
不 我不想成为你的幻影
I dont wanna be your bad days or the hurt you feel the most
不愿成为你的阴霾岁月 亦或你最深的伤痛
All I want is you to know that
我只愿你知道
You were never the reason I had to go
我的离去 绝非因你而起
Every time
每一次
That I go
当我离开
Its tearing up my soul
都撕扯着我的灵魂
More than youll ever know
远超你所能想象
Every night
每一个夜晚
Im alone
我独自一人
Whats killing me the most
最痛莫过于此
Is that I know Ill become your ghost
我知道我将成为你的幽灵
All my regrets and mistakes
那些悔恨与过失
Haunting my mind and soul
缠绕着我的心神与灵魂
I feel them coming for me
我感到他们正步步紧逼
Dont let me go
别让我离开
Dont let me go
别让我离开
Have I become your ghost ghost ghost
我是否已成为你的幽灵 挥之不去的幽灵
Its tearing up my soul
都撕扯着我的灵魂
Every night Im alone
每个夜晚我都独自一人
Whats killing me the most is knowing
最痛彻心扉的是明知
Every time
每一次
That I go
当我离开
Its tearing up my soul
都撕扯着我的灵魂
More than youll ever know
远超你所能想象
Every night
每一个夜晚
Im alone
我独自一人
Now I know
现在我懂了
I know Ive become your ghost
我已化作你的幻影
Become your ghost
化作你的幻影
Dont let me go
别让我离开
Dont let me become your ghost ghost ghost
别让我成为你挥之不去的魂 萦绕的魂 永恒的魂