I need somebody won't u help me
我需要某人 你会帮我吗
I need somebody won't you tell me who I am
我需要某人 你能告诉我 我是谁吗
I need somebody please please help me
我需要某人 请帮帮我
I need somebody u must tell me who I am
我需要某人 你必须说出我是谁
I've been livin a lie so long it seems I've lived a life time
我一直活在谎言中 感觉就像已经过了一生
If u could see what I feel it would make your ghetto lood like heaven
如果你能看见我的感觉 那会让你的贫民区变身天堂
And I believe it stems down from my family situation
我相信这一切都源于我的家庭状况
I never liked my old man
我从来都不喜欢我爸爸
I couldn't stand to be around him
我无法待在他身边
Sometimes I sit all alone just starin at his picture
有时我独自坐着 盯着他的照片
My heart turns to stone and I think of this
我的心变成了石头 这让我想到
You never loved me you never held me tight
你从未爱过我 你从未抱紧我
Instead u shook me like a beast to wake me up at night
还像野兽一样在夜里将我摇醒
U tried to make me think that your ways were best
你想让我以为你的方式是最好的
When all I was was an outlet for all your stress
而我只是你所有压力的排泄口
Life it's the ultimate sin
生活是最终的罪孽
A game with no rules that you're expected to win
大家都期待你赢一场没有规则的游戏
My personal hell's hidden with a grin
我自己的地狱带着奸笑隐藏
'Dad take the stand and let the trial begin'
爸爸 站上法庭 接受审判
U said that oil and water don't mix though it seems cool
你说水和油不会融合 尽管它们看起来不错
Keep with your own and don't f**k up our gene pool
管好你自己 不要捣毁了我们的基因库
U should've went to school like your bigger brother
你本该像你哥哥一样去学校
But you played the fool with a different color
但你带着不同的面具装疯卖傻
Runnin' ship with a whip
抽打起航的船只
I tried to keep up but I kept getting tripped
我努力坚持下去 却总是被绊倒
Money made u so wise
金钱让你变得如此睿智
How could u look thru my face and not see your own eyes
你怎能看着我的脸却看不见自己的眼神
Do as i say and not as I do
按我说的做 不要学我样
But I can't cuz when I look in the mirror I see u
但我不能够 因为当我照镜子 我看见的是你
And oh the pain how it hurts
这伤口多疼痛
It was always your home and your business that came first
这里一直都是你的家 一切以你为中心
U said a man is as good as his word
你说男人就要遵守诺言
But your mind was closed and mine never herd
但你的心已封锁 而我的心一直都支离破碎
They say the nut don't fall far from the tree
人们说 有其父必有其子
Look at u then look at me
看看你再看看我
U ain't nothin to me u've never been to me
你对我来说从来什么都不算
And all u ever gave a damn about was money see
你在乎的只是钱
So now f**k u man you ain't sh*t to me
现在你**吧 你对我来说什么都不算
And it's the day that I die of this hate that I'm free
我由于这憎恨死去的那天就是我获得自由的那天
Now I know growin up son that it ain't always been easy
现在我知道了 成长并不是那么容易
And I know at times I was not always there for you
我知道我不是一直在你身边
We never spent much time just talkin or havin a good time
我们从未花时间好好聊天 度过愉快时光
But understand growin up son I never had a dime
但请明白 孩子长大吧 我一直很穷
So I worked my a** off and I put myself thru college
我拼命努力 送自己上大学
And everything I have to this day u know I built it all
今天我拥有的一切都是靠自己打拼的
Oh I wish I could go back and change the years that's lost between us
我多想挽回我们之间缺失的那几年
I wish I could take back some of the things I said to you
我希望能收回曾对你说的一些话
Son I said I'm sorry
孩子 我说我很抱歉
Son I said I'm sorry but still u resent me so
孩子 我说我很抱歉 但你仍怨恨我
Son I said I'm sorry and why do u resent me so
孩子 我说我很抱歉 你为何如此怨恨我
I always loved u I always cared for u
我会一直爱你 关心你
Just never wanted U to go thru what I've been thru
永远不想让你经历我的遭遇
I tried to raise my f**kin family just the best I know
我尽自己最大的努力抚养这个家
And now I'm hated like the devil and for what I don't know
现在我却被这般憎恨着 不知道原因
Dahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
该死