I Can't Sleep - Tom MacDonald
Lyrics by:Tom MacDonald
Composed by:Tom MacDonald
I've been running out of different ways to pass time
我已经没有办法来消磨时光
The devil's work is done by idle hands
游手好闲的人饱受痛苦和折磨
And I've been bored since last night
从昨晚开始 我就感到厌倦
Jump into the whip and start to drive like it's my last ride
纵身跳进车子里 驾车驰骋 仿佛这是我最后一次开车了
Looking for a bridge where I can crash see if I can fly
寻找一座我可以直接撞击的桥 看看我能否展翅翱翔
Hit my head again the wall 'til I got black eyes
我再次用头撞击墙壁 直到我鼻青脸肿
Sitting on the sofa drinking soda watching plants die
坐在沙发上 喝着苏打水 看着植物慢慢死去
It's stupid but I'm scared that I might lose it and I can't cry
真是愚蠢 可我害怕我会失去一切 我不能落泪
The devil smells the tears and he been chilling here don't ask why
心魔嗅到眼泪的味道 他在这里怡然自得 别问原因
The garbage can been full and hella pizza boxes stacked high
垃圾桶已装满垃圾 披萨盒子堆得高高的
Hit the Ativan and now I'm anxious out my d**n mind
治疗焦虑的药物失去药效 如今我焦躁不安 失去理智
Got eighty grand and clothes and a couple chains and a rad life
我有不少钞票和衣服 还有几条金链子和令人艳羡的生活
But all I'm really after was happiness money can't buy
可我真正渴望的幸福是金钱买不到的
Stressing every second to drop a record my fans like
每一刻都倍感压力 渴望发布让我的粉丝满意的歌曲
Puking from the pressure I'm throwing up like some gang signs
巨大的压力让我呕吐 我感到恶心 就像令人厌恶的帮派标志
Standing on the mountain that an average man can't climb
我伫立在普通人无法企及的巅峰
Waiting for an avalanche to landslide
等待着雪崩让一切山崩地裂
I can't sleep I'm out of my head
我无法入睡 我茫然无措
I'm losing my mind and no one understands whoa
我失去理智 无人可以理解
And I can't breathe I'm over the edge
我无法呼吸 我在边缘摇摇欲坠
I'm dying inside I'm afraid how this might end whoa
我的内心慢慢死去 我担心如何收场
And I'm running out of ways to fight the bad thoughts I can't stop
我已无力抵抗那些我无法抑制的可怕想法
Cigarettes are filling up the empty cans and plant pots
烟蒂填满了空罐子和花盆
Try to keep my demons locked away with chains and padlock
试图用枷锁把我的心魔锁起来
They found a way to break out of the cage and they won't back off
它们找到挣脱牢笼的办法 永远不会退缩
Everyday I call my parents me my mom and dad talk
我每天给父母打去电话 我和爸爸妈妈谈天说地
I tell them that I'm fine but it all changes when I hang up
我告诉他们我很好 可在我挂断电话的那一刻 一切都变了
There's whiskey in the cupboard I've been tryna keep my hands off
橱柜里放着威士忌酒 我一直试着阻止自己
It's calling to me everyday like come on Tom let's have shots
可这些酒每天都在呼唤我 仿佛在说 来吧 Tom 让我们一醉方休
Mansion's in my head I hop the fence into the backyard
豪宅在我脑海里挥之不去 我跳过篱笆 进入后院
Looking through the windows and all the rooms that my past taunts
望着窗户和我曾经嘲讽过的房间
Filling up my laptop with last word and chat logs
我的笔记本电脑里全是遗言和聊天记录
There's ashes on my mattress cause I smoke until I crash hard
床上布满烟灰 因为我一直抽烟直到我崩溃
Think I lost my mind I'm tryna find it in these sad songs
我想我失去理智 我试图在悲伤的歌里找回自我
Following my footprints but the track stopped
循着我的足迹 可这痕迹突然消失不见
Fighting with the devil but he didn't think I'd last long
与心魔抗衡 可他以为我支撑不了多久
But I ain't backing down I'ma stand strong
可我不会退缩 我屹立不倒
I can't sleep I'm out of my head
我无法入睡 我茫然无措
I'm losing my mind and no one understands whoa
我失去理智 无人可以理解
And I can't breathe I'm over the edge
我无法呼吸 我在边缘摇摇欲坠
I'm dying inside I'm afraid how this might end whoa
我的内心慢慢死去 我担心如何收场
My mind is racing
我心乱如麻
I'm going crazy
我快要疯了
I wanna hide in my bed
我想躲在床上
I think that maybe
我想也许
Something can save me
我可以找到拯救我的办法
But I don't know what that thing is
可我一无所知
I can't sleep I'm out of my head
我无法入睡 我茫然无措
I'm losing my mind and no one understands whoa
我失去理智 无人可以理解
And I can't breathe I'm over the edge
我无法呼吸 我在边缘摇摇欲坠
I'm dying inside I'm afraid how this might end whoa
我的内心慢慢死去 我担心如何收场