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点击复制How Could You Leave Us - NF
Written by：Tommee Profitt/Nate Feuerstein
How could you leave so unexpected
你怎能突然离去 让我们猝不及防
We waited we waited
我们一直等待着你
For you but you just left us
但是一切都是枉然
We needed you I needed you
我们需要你 我需要你
Yo I don't know what it's like to be addicted to pills
我不知道 沉迷于** 到底是怎样一种感觉
But I do know what it's like to be a witness it kills
但是我知道 目睹亲人因它离去 我感到五雷轰顶
Mama told me she loved me I'm thinkin' this isn't real
妈妈告诉我 她很爱我 但是我却觉得这很荒谬
I think of you when I get a whiff of that cigarette smell yeah
当我闻到烟草的味道 我才会想起你的身影
Welcome to the bottom of hell
欢迎来到十八层地狱
They say pain is a prison let me out of my cell
人们说痛楚如囚 我只想逃离这苦牢
You say you proud of me but you don't know me that well
你说以我为荣 可你对我根本一无所知
Sit in my room tears running down my face and I yell
坐在房里 泣不成声的我无助地吼叫
Into my pillowcases you say you coming to get us
在上一秒还在枕边 说好你会来接我
Then call' em a minute later just to tell us you not I'm humiliated
下一秒你却反悔 留我在校门口无地自容
I'm in a room with a parent that I don't barely know
我在房间里对着素不相识的父母感到无所适从
Some lady in the corner watching us while she's taking notes
那些社工看着蜷缩在墙角的我们 无动于衷
I don't get it mom don't you want to watch your babies grow
我真的不明白 妈妈你真的不想看着孩子慢慢长大吗
I guess pills are more important all you have to say is no
我想**比我重要得多 我只想你拒绝这些**
But you won't do it will you
可你根本不会这样做
You gon' keep popping 'til those pills kill you
不弄死自己 你根本不会回头
I know you're gone but I can still feel you
明知你去世 却仍觉得你还没走
Why would you leave us why would you leave us here
你为什么要离开我们 为什么要离开我们
How could you leave us here
为什么要离开我们
How could you leave us why would you leave us oh
你怎能就这样一走了之
Hey
I got this picture in my room and it kills me
看着墙上的家庭合照 让我心痛至死
But I don't need a picture of my mom I need the real thing
我并不想要照片里的母亲 我要真实的你
Now a relationship is something we won't ever have
如今我们之间的亲情已经荡然无存
Why do I feel like I lost something that I never had
为何我会觉得心中怅然若失
You should have been there when I graduated
你应该出现在我的毕业典礼上
Told me you loved me and congratulations instead you left us at the window waiting
告诉你爱我 然后为我欢庆 而不是让我在窗前苦苦地呼唤着你
Where you at mom
你在哪儿 妈妈
We're too young to understand where you at huh
是不是因为我们年少无知 才会找不到你的身影
Yeah I know them *** have got you held captive
是的 我知道那些**让你沉迷
I can see it in your eyes they got your mind captured
我能看到你眼中的欲望 将你的心智困住
Some say it's fun to get the high but I am not laughing
有人说这是一种极乐 但我却笑不出来
And what you don't realize and what you not graspin'
或许你当时根本意识不到它会给你带来的伤害
That I was nothing but a kid who couldn't understand it
我不过是个孩子 我根本理解不了
I ain't gon' say that I forgive you' cause it hasn't happened
我永远不会原谅你 因为现实将我刺痛
I thought that maybe I'd feel better as time passes
我想 或许时间会抚平我的伤痛
If you really cared for me then where you at then
如果你真的关心我 那么你现在到底在哪里
Why would you leave us why would you leave us here
你为什么要离开我们 为什么要离开我们
How could you leave us here
你怎能就这样一走了之
How could you leave us why would you leave us oh
你为什么要离开我们 为什么要离开我们
Hey
Our last conversation you and I sat in the living room
我们最后一次谈话 我们在卧室里促膝长谈
Talking 'bout my music and I brought you some to listen to
谈起我的音乐 就给了几首小样让你听听
You started cryin' telling me this isn't you
你却哭了起来 告诉我这样下去不行
A couple weeks later guess you were singing' a different tune
要是再过一段时间 你肯定会改变你的想法
You took them pills for the last time didn't you
最后你还是沉迷于**
They took you from us once I guess they came back to finish you
它们曾把你从我身边夺走 如今你却一去不复返
Cryin' my eyes out in the studio is difficult
在录音棚里痛哭流涕 这让我感觉很丢人
Music is the only place that I can go to speak to you
只有通过音乐 我才能与你交谈
It took everything inside of me not to scream at your funeral
我要极力控制住自己 这样我才不会在葬礼上失控
Sittin' in my chair that person talking was pitiful
坐在椅子上 就连倾诉也让我感到痛苦
I wish you were here mama but every time I picture you
多希望你在这里 可每当想起你
All I feel is pain I hate the way I remember you
我只觉得痛苦 我憎恨思念的痛楚
They found you on the floor I could tell you felt hollow
别人发现你倒在地上 我能感受到你的绝望无助
Gave everything you had plus your life to them pill bottles
为这** 你失去了生命
You gave everything you had plus your life to them pill bottles
你赌上了性命 沉迷于**
Don't know if you hear me or not but if you're still watching ma
不知道你是否听见了我的声音 你能不能给我个回应
Why would you leave us why would you leave us here
你为什么要离开我们 为什么要离开我们
How could you leave us here
你怎能就这样一走了之
How could you leave us why would you leave us oh
你为什么要离开我们 为什么要离开我们
Hey
Sometimes I think about like
有时候我也会那样想
Sometimes I think about things like you know
有时候我会想 我会不会像你一样
When I'd have kids I'm like
如果我有孩子 我会不会像你一样
You won't be there you know
你再也不会出现在我的身边
You won't be there for any of that
无论发生什么 你都不会出现了
And I'll never get to see you again
我再也见不到你了
Sometimes I wish I would've just called you
有时候 我想给你打个电话
I wish I would have just picked up the phone
我希望 你能接起我的电话
Wish you were here
我希望你还活着
I mean you should of been there for us
你本该在这里照顾好我们
You should have been here
你应该还活着的
Them pills got you right
**就让你那么爽吗
Them pills got you right
**就让你那么爽吗
I wish you were here
我希望你还活着