PTSD(Warrior Built) (Explicit) - Tech N9ne/Krizz Kaliko/Jalil Baker
以下歌词翻译由文曲大模型提供
Lyrics by:Aaron D Yates/Samuel Watson/Jalil Baker/Michael Summers
Composed by:Aaron D Yates/Samuel Watson/Jalil Baker/Michael Summers
Uh huh
Yup
Okay
好吧
Whatever
无所谓
Don't try to talk to me like you know what this is
别装作理解我的处境来和我对话
Yeah I know I might have symptoms that are familiar to you but
是 你或许熟悉这些症状 但
I got this
我能应付
Thanks anyway
还是谢了
Don't let this eat me alive
别让这痛苦吞噬我
I only can see this world from the inside
我只能透过内心的牢笼看这世界
And I'm holding it inside
我将痛苦深埋心底
Feel like I can cock it back and let it go
仿佛随时会爆发失控
And nothing's making sense
一切都变得毫无意义
And they have no patience for anything
他们对什么都缺乏耐心
So I'm going on everything
我只能独自承受一切
Somebody get me out of here
谁来救我离开这困境
You don't see what I see
你看不见我的世界
So how the hell you gonna stop these voices
又怎能阻止这些低语
In my head that got me offly rocky do you copy
脑海中喧嚣不断 你可曾听见
Traumatized much from homicide what
杀戮阴影深种 创伤挥之不去
Don't wanna flip but mama I must be the one that I trust
不愿失控 但妈妈 我只能相信自己
I ain't got no friend I ain't got no grin
没有朋友 没有笑容
But I'm macho when I lock load and I block foes in
唯有握紧武器时 才觉自己强悍
When I stop souls in a rock hold
当我让灵魂停驻 在岩石牢笼
I'ma drop those sins in a box so slim
将罪孽封入 狭窄匣中
Inside of my nog' grows grim
我的思绪 愈发阴郁
By heard it goes deep
听闻这痛苦深入骨髓
I serve and go weep
我屈服后独自啜泣
A verticle leap when you're alert in your sleep
梦中惊醒时 如坠深渊
Was a word of a treatment somebody murdered more peace
所谓良方 不过是扼杀更多安宁
Inside of my third it's so bleak
我的内心世界如此荒芜
Done so much dirt I go leap to chief
背负太多罪孽 我向神明跃去
Don't let this eat me alive
别让这痛苦吞噬我
I only can see this world from the inside
我只能透过内心的牢笼看这世界
And I'm holding it inside
我将痛苦深埋心底
Feel like I can cock it back and let it go
仿佛随时会爆发失控
And nothing's making sense
一切都变得毫无意义
And they have no patience for anything
他们对什么都缺乏耐心
So I'm going on everything
我只能独自承受一切
Somebody get me out of here
谁来救我离开这困境
I'm thinkin' about my lady is she doin' something shady?
想着我的爱人是否在背叛
Like havin' dudes around my baby situations got me crazy
那些围绕她的男人让我发狂
Brainiac in subjects but a maniac in public
学术天才却在人群中癫狂
Where they train me at is insane biceps with no zandiac react
训练场让我臂膀强壮 却无人理解我的疯狂
We in thugish mode feelin' my love is cold
暴徒模式下感受爱的冰冷
In about a minute I'm a flip my top gonna watch my mug explode
转瞬之间理智崩塌 看我面目狰狞
What I need right now from a lady is kiss and hug it shows
此刻只求佳人一吻 温暖拥抱
Got a grudge it holds
心中积怨难消
God bless my rugged soul
愿主保佑我粗粝灵魂
But I got it I'm stable I'm for real I'm willin' and able
但我仍屹立不倒 真实可靠 蓄势待发
Got you feelin' I'm ill and I'm crazed
让你觉得我病态又癫狂
Go get the manic depressant pill on the table
快把桌上那抗抑郁药递来
What'll keep me cool is a good birthday for my baby girl
唯一能让我冷静的 是给我宝贝女儿的完美庆生
'Till that time I'm dealin' with my mind
在那之前 我只能与心魔缠斗
And trippin' up with the crime in this crazy world
在这疯狂世界被罪恶感反复折磨
Don't let this eat me alive
别让这痛苦吞噬我
I only can see this world from the inside
我只能透过内心的牢笼看这世界
And I'm holding it inside
我将痛苦深埋心底
Feel like I can cock it back and let it go
仿佛随时会爆发失控
And nothing's making sense
一切都变得毫无意义
And they have no patience for anything
他们对什么都缺乏耐心
So I'm going on everything
我只能独自承受一切
Somebody get me out of here
谁来救我离开这困境
Look in my eyes
凝视我的双眼
You can probably see the crazy feats of danger that I've survived
你能看见我经历过的疯狂险境
Don't wanna relive 'em
不愿再经历那些痛苦
If you make me then I get livid
若你逼我 我会暴怒失控
I might just go commit a crime
或许会做出极端之事
I can feel 'em starin' at me all crazy
能感受到他们异样的目光
Like they don't understand what I be sayin'
仿佛无人理解我的言语
But you ain't seen death
你未曾直面死亡
Man I been awake for seven days and I just cannot stop shakin'
我已七天未眠 颤抖不止
So now
所以此刻
'Bout to take another shot and try to battle all my demons
即将再饮一杯 与心魔抗争到底
Can't let 'em win
绝不让它们得逞
I'm a take a semi automic into my dream
我要带着半自动武器闯入梦境
And pop shots until they all drop to the end
疯狂扫射直到它们全部倒下
That was goin fine
原本一切顺利
Until I had a small flashback and they all started risin' from the dead
直到记忆闪回 它们又从地狱爬起
Now they start to double and double and this shit's overwhelming
现在它们成倍涌现 这境况令人窒息
But I gotta find a exit quick
但我必须尽快找到出口
My psychiatrist told me I ain't got no hope
心理医生说我已无药可救
I ain't got no pills that I can pop to cope
没有药丸能缓解我的苦痛
Seat to buckle down and try to battle it out
只能系好安全带 独自抗争到底
And try to dodge shit that they about to throw
躲避他们即将投来的恶意
Know I put in the hours
我知道自己付出过努力
But it still feels like I got a loose grip on my skill set
却仍感觉力不从心
But fuck it
但去他的
Know I need a grip on my head if I'm really 'bout to do this
若真要面对这一切 我必须先稳住心神
All or nothin' man I gotta give it all I got
孤注一掷 我必须倾尽所有
One shot gotta make this shit count I'm on the clock
机会仅此一次 必须把握每分每秒
Watch my shit tockin'
看着时间流逝
Sweat drippin' from the top of my head fallin' to my eyes so God
汗水从额头滑落 刺痛双眼 上帝啊
Please help me do my best
请助我全力以赴
Then pop there's a hole in my bulletproof vest
突然 防弹背心被击穿
Shot to the chest man I'm runnin' out of breath
胸口受创 我快要窒息
But can't leave this world till lay this shit to rest ahh
但若不将这心魔埋葬 便无法离开这世界
Don't let this eat me alive
别让这痛苦吞噬我
I only can see this world from the inside
我只能透过内心的牢笼看这世界
And I'm holding it inside
我将痛苦深埋心底
Feel like I can cock it back and let it go
仿佛随时会爆发失控
And nothing's making sense
一切都变得毫无意义
And they have no patience for anything
他们对什么都缺乏耐心
So I'm going on everything
我只能独自承受一切
Somebody get me out of here
谁来救我离开这困境