KMS (Explicit) - Sub Urban
Lyrics by:Sub Urban
Produced by:Sub Urban
I wanna kill myself
我只想了结此生
I wanna kill myself
了结这无望的人生
It's all I hear right now
这念头在耳边盘旋不散
It's all I hear right now
一遍遍在脑海里扎根
I wanna kill myself
我只想结束一切
I wanna kill myself
结束这熬人的旅程
It's all I hear right now
这声音挥之不去缠绕着我
It's all I hear right now
填满我每一寸心神
I wanna break my vows
我想撕碎所有誓言
Wanna neglect my health
放任自己日渐消沉
How can I trust people
连自己都无法相信的人
If I can't trust myself
又怎敢对他人托付真心
I wanna scream and shout
多想放声嘶吼呐喊
I wanna cry and pout
多想肆意痛哭沉沦
But I can't make myself
可我连宣泄都做不到
Why can't I make myself
为何连崩溃都没分寸
I always seem to make the same mistakes
我总在重复犯着相同的错
The kinds you can't go back to fix that start to weigh
那些无法挽回的过错,慢慢压得我喘不过气
Until I'm dragging 'round a body made of clay
直到身躯如泥塑般沉重,寸步难行
I'm just dead weight I'm just dead weight
我只是个累赘,彻头彻尾的累赘
I wanna feel it all again
多想再真切感受世间温存
To have somebody
能有那么一个人
Hold me in place
将我紧紧抱住,稳住我心神
Tell it to my bruised face
对着我伤痕累累的脸庞轻声说
That I tried
你已经拼尽全力了啊
But it was juvenile to think that I ever had a good thing
可当初以为能拥有美好,真是天真得愚蠢
Going with a good being
以为能和良人相伴,走到永恒
So I'll go **** myself
不如就这样自我放逐
'Til I'm too lonely to feel
直到孤独麻木,再无半分痛感
Dance like a court jester
像个小丑般强颜欢笑
Just for a film with no reel
演一场没有结局的荒诞剧本
And I'll lose all of my friends
当我不再完美,终将被朋友离分
When I'm no longer ideal
沦为无人问津的陌生人
And then get scolded again
再一次次承受旁人的指责苛问
Just to come home to no meal
回到空无一人的家,连热饭都没半分
I wanna kill myself
我只想了结此生
I wanna kill myself
了结这无望的人生
It's all I hear right now
这念头在耳边盘旋不散
It's all I hear right now
一遍遍在脑海里扎根
I wanna kill myself
我只想结束一切
I wanna kill myself
结束这熬人的旅程
It's all I hear right now
这声音挥之不去缠绕着我
It's all I hear right now
填满我每一寸心神
I wanna kill myself
我只想了结此生
I wanna kill myself
了结这无望的人生
It's all I hear right now
这念头在耳边盘旋不散
It's all I hear right now
一遍遍在脑海里扎根
I wanna kill myself
我只想结束一切
I wanna kill myself
结束这熬人的旅程
It's all I hear right now
这声音挥之不去缠绕着我
It's all I hear right now
填满我每一寸心神
I wanna break my vows
我想撕碎所有誓言
Wanna neglect my health
放任自己日渐消沉
How can I trust people
连自己都无法相信的人
If I can't trust myself
又怎敢对他人托付真心
I wanna scream and shout
多想放声嘶吼呐喊
I wanna cry and pout
多想肆意痛哭沉沦
But I can't make myself
可我连宣泄都做不到
Why can't I make myself
为何连崩溃都没分寸