I thought love was a kind of freedom
Someone who could see the words I never spoke
But I found out even arms can turn to stone
The closer we get the more I fear losing all
Love made me forget who I was before
How to smile how to breathe how to want more
Trying so hard to be the one you choose
I slowly disappeared trying to prove
Love is not a shining light
Sometimes it's a shadow in the night
It makes me scared it makes me break
Makes me doubt every choice I made
Love is not a place to hide
Sometimes it's just another lonely ride
It took away the good in me
And turned me into someone I don't wanna be
I learned to guard I learned to lie
I hate the person looking back in my eyes