I burned the list of things I'd change
Right next to all the plans we made
You said I overthink too loud
I said,"At least I'm not afraid"
You stitched your pride into your coat
And left me shivering without a note
Whatever, I'm fine, I'm not even mad
Laughing alone like it's not that bad
I talk to the wall when I miss your voice
Guess silence still feels like a choice
Whatever, I'm fine sure, this is fine
Lying to myself like I'm doing just fine
You post your life like it's a show
I watch it all, then scroll below
My friends say"man, just let it go"
But I still drown in what they don't know
I keep pretending I don't care
Then dream of you like you're still there
Whatever, I'm fine, I'm not even mad
Laughing alone like it's not that bad
I talk to the wall when I miss your voice
Guess silence still feels like a choice
Whatever, I'm fine sure, this is fine
Lying to myself like I'm doing just fine
You said I was hard to love
I said,"try harder"
You packed your bags with all the blame
Left me with your favorite sweater
(still smells like you. Whatever.)
Now there's a dent in my front door
Where I kicked out what we stood for
No bandage fits, no closing scene
It's just bad jokes and old routines
You won't look back, I'll keep the scar
Pretending I'm fine got me this far
Whatever, I'm fine, I'm not even mad
Laughing alone like it's not that bad
I talk to the wall when I miss your voice
Guess silence still feels like a choice
Whatever, I'm fine — yeah, this is fine
Who needs the truth when the lie feels kind?