********* (Explicit) - girl in red/Marie Ulven
Lyrics by:Marie Ulven
Composed by:Marie Ulven
I'm running low on *********
我的血清素降至低点
Chemical imbalance got me twisting things
激素紊乱 让我神志恍惚
Stabilize with medicine
靠着药物让我恢复冷静
There's no depth to these feelings
这些感情毫无深度可言
Dig deep can't hide
深入人心 无法隐藏
From the corners of my mind
远离我心灵的困境
I'm terrified of what's inside
我畏惧我的内心
I get intrusive thoughts like cutting my hands off
我胡思乱想 比如将我的双手砍掉
Like jumping in front of a bus
比如突然跳到公共汽车的前面
Like how do I make this stop
比如当这就像我的心理医生讨厌我时
When it feels like my therapist hates me
我该如何遏制这样的想法
Please don't let me go crazy
请不要任由我失去理智
Put me in a field with daisies
让我置身于一片雏菊田野里
Might not work but I'll take a maybe
也许会无济于事 但是我会尝试一下
Oh been breaking daily
每天都濒临崩溃
But only me can save me
但是只有我能够拯救自己
So I'm capitulating crying like a f**king baby
所以我屈服认输 像个孩子一样嚎啕大哭
I don't wanna miss it ba-da
我不想错过
I don't wanna be sick ah-da
我不想生病
I don't la-ba-deh-deh-ba-deh
我不会
Da-da-da-brah-la-da-da
I'm running low on *********
我的血清素降至低点
Chemical imbalance got me twisting things
激素紊乱 让我神志恍惚
Stabilize with medicine
靠着药物让我恢复冷静
There's no depth to these feelings
这些感情毫无深度可言
Dig deep can't hide
深入人心 无法隐藏
From the corners of my mind
远离我心灵的困境
I'm terrified of what's inside
我畏惧我的内心
I get intrusive thoughts
我胡思乱想
Like burning my hair off
比如烧掉我的头发
Like hurting somebody I love
比如伤害我爱的人
Like does it ever really stop
比如当我失去控制时
When there's control I lose it
这一切能否停止
Incredibly impulsive
令人难以置信的意气用事
So scared I'm gonna end up doing something stupid
恐惧不安 我会以做傻事而告终
But I try to contain it
但是我试图控制
Oh it gets so draining
这令人疲惫不堪
It's like my heart is failing
就像是我的心慢慢衰竭
Every night I'm contemplating
每个夜晚 我冥思苦想
My inner voice is saying"tough"
我内心的声音说 坚强一点
So I try to brush it off
所以 我试着对此置之不理
Yeah I try to brush it off
我试着对此置之不理
I'm running low on *********
我的血清素降至低点
Chemical imbalance got me twisting things
激素紊乱 让我神志恍惚
Stabilize with medicine
靠着药物让我恢复冷静
But there's no depth to these feelings
但是这些感情毫无深度可言
Dig deep can't hide
深入人心 无法隐藏
From the corners of my mind
远离我心灵的困境
I'm terrified of what's inside
我畏惧我的内心
Kan man egentlig
你是否真的
Kan man kjenne det I hjertet at hvis man får blodpropp
你是否感觉你的心里郁结着一个血块
Jeg følte liksom flere ganger at hjertet mitt slutta å slå og
我感觉我的心脏就像这样停止跳动
Sånn at- Liksom
就像这样
At jeg følte at jeg ble helt sånn tung og rar I kroppen
我感觉身体变得有点沉重和奇怪