Conversations with Myself (Clean) - Bazzi
Sometimes I wonder why I'm even here
有时候 我很疑惑 我为什么存在
Or if I have the strength to persevere
不知道我能否坚持下去
Sometimes I feel like I'm somebody else
有时候 我感觉自己是另一个人
Who's going mental with they mental health
对自己的心理健康十分焦虑
Sometimes I wonder if I'll die alone
有时候 我担心我会孤独终老
'Cause lonely people tend to have lonely souls
孤独的人通常都有一个孤独的灵魂
Sometimes I think about a younger me
有时候 我会想起年轻时候的我
If he'd be proud of the man he sees
他会不会为他眼前的这个男人感到骄傲
I guess I'm rich I made it out my town
我觉得我很富有 我走出了我的故乡
I played in from of thousands you know I shut it down
我在成千上万个人面前表演过 你知道我惊艳四座
Look little Bazzi I'm living out our dreams
看 小Bazzi 我过着我们梦想的人生
Mama cry every time we on the TV
每当我们上了电视 妈妈就会喜极而泣
Got a fancy car we got a fancy crib
我们有了豪车 还有豪宅
And you couldn't even dream of the girl that you with
你身边的姑娘 是你以前想都不敢想的
Remember all your idols and the people that we love
还记得你的偶像和我们喜欢的那些人吗
I met 'em at a party we was all doin' ***
我在一个派对上见到了他们 我们都在**
Was all doin'
都在**
Jesus
上帝啊
I think I need I think I need some
我觉得我需要 我觉得我需要答案
Jesus
上帝啊
Rich enough and sad as f**k
我十分富有 也十分悲伤
I'm lonely
我很孤单
Oh I am I am I am
我真的 我真的 我真的
I'm so lonely
我真的好孤单
I'm the man I guess I am
我不是普通人 我觉得我的确不一般
But I'm still
但我还是
What's funny is is
好笑的是
My whole life I thought making money and being
我这一辈子都在想着如何赚钱
Praise would give me some kind of happiness
被赞扬会让我感到很快乐
And I wanted those things because
我渴望这些东西 是因为
I was concerned about what everyone else thought of me
我很在意别人对我的看法
I wanted to feel loved I wanted to feel accepted
我想要被爱 我想要被接受
And then I realized that I could never feel anybody's pain or their happiness
后来我发现 我根本不可能感受别人的痛苦和快乐
I could only feel mine
我只能感受到自己的心情
In the car in the house
在车里 在家里
And the fame never made me feel anything
声名鹊起之后 我却感觉五味杂陈
Except separated intoxicated and obviously kinda grossed
与人隔绝 忘乎所以 还有很明显的恶心感觉
Don't get me wrong nice things are fun I like nice things
不要误会我 好东西当然很不错 我喜欢好东西
But you just can't base your human value on them
但你不能把你的人生价值建立在这些东西之上
Because at the end of the day they don't mean anything
因为到了最后 这些东西终将毫无意义
If I'm not happy I'm a sad guy in a nice guy
如果我不开心 我就是个开着豪车的悲伤之人
If I don't have any real friends or family I'm just a lonely guy in a big home
如果我没有真正的朋友或亲人 我就是个住着大房子的孤独之人