I'm nearing the end of my fourth year
我的第四年快要结束了
I feel like I've been lacking crying too many tears
我感觉我一直缺乏勇气流了太多眼泪
Everyone seemed to say it was so great
每个人都说这无与伦比
But did I miss out Was it a huge mistake
但我是不是错过了这是一个巨大的错误
And I can't help the fact I like to be alone
我情不自禁我喜欢独自一人
It might sound kinda sad but that's just what I seem to know
这可能听起来有点悲伤但这就是我知道的
I tend to handle things usually by myself
我喜欢独自处理事情
And I can't ever seem to try and ask for help
我似乎无法寻求帮助
I'm sitting here crying in my prom dress
我坐在这里穿着舞会礼服哭泣
I'd be the prom queen if crying was a contest
如果哭泣是一场竞赛我会成为舞会女王
Make up is running down feelings are all around
和好如初爱意弥漫
How did I get here I need to know
我是如何走到这一步的我想知道
I guess I maybe had a couple expectations
我想我或许心怀期待
I Thought I'd get to them but no I didn't
我以为我会找到他们但我没有
I guess I thought that prom was gonna be fun
我以为舞会会很有趣
But now I'm sitting on the floor and all I wanna do is run
但现在我坐在地板上我只想逃跑
All I wanna do is run
我只想逃跑
I keep collections of masks upon my wall
我把收集的面具挂在墙上
To try and stop myself from revealing it all
试图阻止自己吐露心声
Affecting others is the last thing I would do
影响别人是我最不愿做的事
I keep to myself though I want to break through
我独自一人尽管我想冲破藩篱
I hate to be someone with guts in situations
我讨厌做那种没胆量的人
But it's been far too long now they all have foundations
但已经过去太久了现在他们都有了基础
I took too much time to try and settle in
我花了太多时间试着安定下来
I lost a couple friends before I could begin
我还没开始就失去了几个朋友
I seem so stuck upon the past
我似乎对过去念念不忘
I wish it played out differentky
我希望结局不一样
I've never been quite that good
我从未如此优秀
I sit in silence miserably
我默默地坐着痛苦不堪
I hold so many small regrets
我有太多小小的遗憾
And what ifs down inside my head
在我脑海里挥之不去的幻想
Some confidence it couldn't hurt me
自信一点这伤不了我
My demeanor is often misread
我的行为举止经常被误解
I'm sitting here crying in my prom dress
我坐在这里穿着舞会礼服哭泣
I'd be the prom queen if crying was a contest
如果哭泣是一场竞赛我会成为舞会女王
Make up is running down feelings are all around
和好如初爱意弥漫
How did I get here I need to know
我是如何走到这一步的我想知道
I guess I maybe had a couple expectations
我想我或许心怀期待
I Thought I'd get to them but no I didn't
我以为我会找到他们但我没有
I guess I thought that prom was gonna be fun
我以为舞会会很有趣
But now I'm sitting on the floor and all I wanna do is run
但现在我坐在地板上我只想逃跑
All I wanna do is run
我只想逃跑
All I wanna do is run
我只想逃跑
All I wanna do is run
我只想逃跑
All I wanna do is run
我只想逃跑
All I wanna do is run
我只想逃跑
All I wanna do is run
我只想逃跑
All I wanna do is run
我只想逃跑
All I wanna do is run
我只想逃跑
I'm sitting here crying in my prom dress
我坐在这里穿着舞会礼服哭泣
I'd be the prom queen if crying was a contest
如果哭泣是一场竞赛我会成为舞会女王
Make up is running down feelings are all around
和好如初爱意弥漫
How did I get here I need to know
我是如何走到这一步的我想知道
I guess I maybe had a couple expectations
我想我或许心怀期待
I Thought I'd get to them but no I didn't
我以为我会找到他们但我没有
I guess I never really been that kind of person
我想我从来都不是那种人
I crumple easily condition start to worsen
我很容易崩溃状况开始恶化
I guess I thought that prom was gonna be fun
我以为舞会会很有趣
But now I'm sitting on the floor and all I wanna do is run
但现在我坐在地板上我只想逃跑
All I wanna do is run
我只想逃跑