I’m trying not to move too fast
I‘m trying not to hurt my heart
I’ve been pretty good at that
If I’m being honest,
Sleeping in an empty bed
I’m going to leave my ex on read
Listen to what my therapist says,
I’m going to try I promise
All the stuff,
I know right now
It came from messing up most of my twenties.
It’s changed for now
And I hope it lasts
I spent most of my life feeling quite empty
If you could stand back
I used to say that
I thought I needed space to find my balance,
But I might need a hand,
If you could be that
I might need some help to find my balance
I’m trying to learn to love myself,
And what’s good for my mental health
I read a lot about self-help
I’ll never be polished.
see the cycles happening now
I’m responsible for shutting them down
Took a while to figure that out
But it’s my job to stop it
There’s lots of reasons I’m messed up
I grew up around things that weren’t that healthy
I’m working hard
And it’s looking up
If I Stick to routines it’s gonna help me
If you could stand back
I used to say that
I thought I needed space to find my balance,
But I might need a hand,
If you could be that
I might need some help to find my balance
If you could stand back
I used to say that
I thought I needed space to find my balance,
But I might need a hand,
If you could be that
I might need some help to find my balance
I’m trying not to move too fast
I‘m trying not to hurt my heart
II’ve been pretty good at that
If I’m being honest,