FAITHFUL (feat. NLE Choppa) (Explicit) - Macklemore/NLE Choppa

以下歌词翻译由文曲大模型提供

Composed by：Ben Haggerty/Bryson LaShun Potts/Joshua"Budo" Karp/Tyler Andrews/Tyler Dopps

Feel like I'm running out of time

感觉时间正在流逝

And the sun won't shine forever forever

而阳光不会永远照耀

I got my mind on my money and my money

我满脑子都是金钱和财富

Man **** it whatever whatever

管它呢，无所谓了

Sometimes I wake up on the wrong side

有时我醒来时心情糟糕

I don't even feel like gettin' up

甚至不想起床

But this depression on my brain hope it change

但希望这份抑郁能改变

But the rain ain't lettin' up

可雨却一直下个不停

Can't call it don't know where my head is

无法言说 不知思绪何去何从

Reflectin' on Malcolm and the **** I thought but never said it

反思马尔科姆 以及那些未曾说出口的念头

To Peter Robin to Kevin all my other friendships

对彼得、罗宾、凯文 以及所有曾经的友谊

That could have would have should have and then they ended

那些本可以、本应该、本会继续却已结束的关系

I isolate between happiness and hopeless

我在幸福与绝望之间自我封闭

Know what makes it worse

知道什么让一切更糟

Still wanna get loaded

却仍想沉溺其中

Sometimes I feel like I can't control my choices

有时我感觉无法掌控自己的选择

And something takes over and I can't turn off the voices

某种力量占据了我 我无法关闭那些声音

Sittin' with these thoughts can't escape 'em can't run

坐在这里 无法逃避这些思绪 无法逃离

Got some bullets in the dresser as I polish my gun

抽屉里有几颗子弹 我擦拭着我的枪

They say a day clean is a day won

他们说一天清醒就是一天的胜利

But I'm holdin' on prayin' to a god abandoned

但我仍在坚持 向一个被遗弃的神祈祷

Zonin' on the couch starin' at my daughters

在沙发上发呆 凝视着我的女儿们

Know there's a pill in this house that I'm obsessin' about poppin'

知道这房子里有颗药 我一直在想着吞下它

Reservations talkin' the push and pull of the conscience

内心的挣扎 良知的拉扯

Should probably pick up the phone and call my sponsor

或许我该拿起电话打给我的支持者

But don't wanna

但我不想

When the Percs don't work Xannies won't calm me down

当止痛药无效，镇静剂也无法让我平静

Not enough liquor in the bar w**d growin' in the ground

酒吧里的酒不够，地上的草也无法让我解脱

Trapped by these walls where my brain can't get out

被这些墙壁困住，我的大脑无法逃脱

Wonderin' if my mama have to put her son in the ground

想着我妈妈是否不得不埋葬她的儿子

We still goin' when the day break

我们依然在黎明时分继续前行

Me and the homies on the same page

我和兄弟们心意相通

Find me in the whip that's my safe place

在车里找到我 那是我的避风港

Feel like I'm gettin' weak I need some AA

感觉我越来越脆弱 我需要一些帮助

Need someone to pray for my soul right now

此刻需要有人为我的灵魂祈祷

Everything's looking gray and there's no white clouds

一切都显得灰暗 没有一丝光明

I don't know what to say I got nothin' to write down

我不知该说什么 也无从下笔

On my knees questioning God like"Why now"

我跪地向上帝质问：“为何是现在？”

I'm lost but I'm found again

我迷失了 却又被找回

I'm up all night I toss and turn

我整夜辗转反侧 无法入眠

I love my life I got concerns

我热爱生活 但心中充满忧虑

I've been through Hell on some FML

我曾经历地狱般的日子 命运多舛

It's just as well I might lose it

或许我会失去一切 这也不足为奇

I need some light I need some air

我需要光明 我需要空气

I might be broken I need repair

我可能已经破碎 需要修复

Don't got the answers think I'm confused

我没有答案 觉得自己迷茫

I asked myself"Who are you"

我自问：“你是谁”

I need you right now Mack to wake up more than ever

我现在比任何时候都更需要你 Mack 来唤醒我

Ain't no more w**d alcohol and poppin' pills et cetera

不再沉迷于那些烟酒和药物

I know these days gettin' rough but they get better

我知道这些日子艰难，但会好起来的

It's a cold world let's go to the Gucci store for a sweater

这世界冰冷，我们去Gucci店买件毛衣吧

Feel it deeply in my heart you need this letter

我深深感受到你需要这封信

So I pour my feelings out to you before I go and mail it

所以在我寄出之前，我把情感倾注其中

'Fore I mail it

在我寄出之前

I don't know what I'm sensin' but I can smell it

我不知道我在感受什么，但我能感觉到

When you write me back just tell it

当你回信时，请如实告诉我

I'ma soak it up inhale it

我要深深沉浸其中 吸入它

Inhale it

吸入它

Heard you got a daughter well I got one too

听说你有个女儿 我也有一个

And she too beautiful barely see her too

她如此美丽 却很少见到她

See her too

见到她

Do you hug her and tie her shoes

你是否会拥抱她 为她系鞋带

Is she reflectin' of you and got a smile that bloom

她是否像你一样 笑容如花绽放

Bloom

绽放

Before you load that gun and shoot

在你扣动扳机之前

Just know that she be needin' you

请记住她需要你

The best version of you too

需要最好的你

Bah

I would write more but my day about to break

我想多写些 但我的天快亮了

We can meet up face-to-face

我们可以面对面相见

Just let me know if that's okay

只要告诉我这样是否可行

We still goin' when the day break

我们依然在黎明时分继续前行

Me and the homies on the same page

我和兄弟们心意相通

Find me in the whip that's my safe place

在车里找到我 那是我的避风港

That's my safe place too

那也是我的安全之地

Feel like I'm gettin' weak I need some AA

感觉我越来越脆弱 我需要一些帮助

I need some AA

我需要一些支持

Need someone to pray for my soul right now

此刻需要有人为我的灵魂祈祷

Everything's looking gray and there's no white clouds

一切都显得灰暗 没有一丝光明

I don't know what to say I got nothin' to write down

我不知该说什么 也无从下笔

Nothin' to write down too

也无话可写

On my knees questioning God like"Why now"

我跪地向上帝质问：“为何是现在？”

Why

为何

I'm lost but I'm found again

我迷失了 却又被找回