My Own Person - Smoothboi Ezra
以下歌词翻译由文曲大模型提供
Lyrics by:Rebecca Williams
Composed by:Rebecca Williams
Been rotating the same two outfits for three years now
三年如一日 重复穿着那两套旧衣
Waiting for some kind of inspiration
等待某种顿悟降临
To make me feel like I'm my own person
让我找回真正的自己
But buying new clothes just makes me feel down
但新衣加身 只觉更加窒息
Having new style would 'cause me more
新风格换来的
Attention and I don't feel like I'm my own person
是更多注视 反让我迷失本心
I just feel like some other version of me
镜中人 陌生得让我心惊
Been talking about the same problems for years now
经年累月 反复咀嚼同样的困境
But nothing I do seems to make things happen
无论我如何努力都徒劳无功
I try too hard guess I gotta keep searching
太过刻意追寻 或许该继续探寻
Can't help but think I just stand out
总觉得自己格格不入
No matter what I do it's bad
无论如何作为都显得笨拙
It's hurting and I don't feel like I'm my own person
痛苦啃噬着 我感受不到真实自我
I just feel like some other version of me
镜中人 陌生得让我心惊
I wanna blend into the background
多想隐入背景之中
I wanna be nobody and never make a sound
成为透明人 永远沉默无声
But I wanna start feeling like I can be myself
多想能真正做回自己
Oh wherever I go bad thoughts are lurking
无论走到何处 阴郁思绪如影随形
I try and I try but I'm not my own person
反复尝试却始终找不回本真模样
I need new shoes these ones are worn out
旧鞋已磨破 该换双新的
I'll buy the same pair just a different
仍选相同款式 只是换了个
Version 'cause God forbid I put some effort in and
颜色而已 毕竟连改变都让我
It would be nice if I wasn't filled with doubt
若心中不再充满疑虑该有多好
Oh I can't help but feel that I've got some
我总觉得自己仿佛被诅咒附身
Kind of curse and I don't feel like I'm my own person
完全感受不到真实的自我存在
I just feel like some other version of me
镜中人 陌生得让我心惊
I wanna blend into the background
多想隐入背景之中
I wanna be nobody and never make a sound
成为透明人 永远沉默无声
But I wanna start feeling like I can be myself
多想能真正做回自己
Oh wherever I go bad thoughts are lurking
无论走到何处 阴郁思绪如影随形
I try and I try but I'm not my own person
反复尝试却始终找不回本真模样
I wanna be buried in the ground and
我愿被深深埋入地底
I don't want anyone to ever dig me out
不愿任何人将我掘起
And I've never had a sense of self
从未真正认识过自己
Oh the longer I stay here the more
停留得越久 越是沉沦
Things worsen I'll never be my own person
永远活不成想要的模样
I wanna blend into the background
多想隐入背景之中
I wanna be nobody and never make a sound
成为透明人 永远沉默无声
But I wanna start feeling like I can be myself
多想能真正做回自己
Oh wherever I go bad thoughts are lurking
无论走到何处 阴郁思绪如影随形
I try and I try but I'm not my own person
反复尝试却始终找不回本真模样
I wanna be buried in the ground and
我愿被深深埋入地底
I don't want anyone to ever dig me out
不愿任何人将我掘起
And I've never had a sense of self
从未真正认识过自己
Oh the longer I stay here the more
停留得越久 越是沉沦
Things worsen and I'll never be my own person
永远无法成为真正的自己