Momma - Steven Cooper/Jocef Michael
以下歌词翻译由文曲大模型提供
Composed by:Steven D Cooper
For the times that you took care of me when
记得你照顾我的那些时光
I was sick
当我病痛缠身
For the times that you provided
记得你给予的温暖
Lord knows we weren't rich
虽然我们并不富裕
For the times I needed money and you helped me out
每当我需要帮助 你总会伸出援手
For the times I was in trouble and you bailed me out
每当我陷入困境 你总会为我解围
I know that you're not perfect
我知道你并非完美
I know you've tried your best
但已竭尽所能
The reality is that we live in this giant mess
现实是我们深陷这团乱麻
And it's only getting worse
情况只会越来越糟
I'm sure you can tell
我想你心知肚明
But you don't even realize that you put me through hell
却未察觉你让我坠入深渊
And I don't know what I'm doing
我不知该何去何从
Sometimes I think I'm ruined
有时觉得自己已支离破碎
And I blame you
我责怪你
And I hate you
也怨恨你
But I love you
但我依然爱你
It's stupid
这很愚蠢
Try not to be a victim
努力不做受害者
But I never had a system
可我从未有过依靠
I only had myself for far back as I can vision
记忆中能追溯的只有独自挣扎
I left home at 17
十七岁便离家
Try not to sugar coat it
不愿粉饰伤痛
But I wonder sometimes if my momma even noticed
却总在想母亲是否曾察觉
Did my family even care
我的家人可曾在意过
Were any of you there
你们有谁真正在场
When I slept on the floor of that
当我蜷缩在那间公寓地板
Apartment and on the stairs
和冰冷的楼梯间入眠
Was so scared and embarrassed
充满恐惧与羞耻
I knew that it's apparent
我知道这显而易见
It's clear I've got some issues
我确实存在某些问题
And I blame my lack of parents
都怪父母角色的缺失
You swear that it's all in my head
你总说这只是我的臆想
I guess it's crazy
或许确实疯狂
To refuse to be just like you
拒绝活成你的模样
And want more than you gave me
渴求你未曾给予的温暖
So hate me
那就恨我吧
Call my phone to curse me out
打电话来咒骂
Dig up all my dirt
翻遍我的过往
Put it online and search it out
公诸网络任人践踏
Cut me with a knife
若这样能让你安眠 就刺伤我吧
If it helps you sleep at night
我甘愿承受这痛楚
But I don't want to fight
但我不愿与你争执
Mom I know it isn't right
妈妈 我知道这样不对
Oh momma
哦 妈妈
Just saying I love ya'
只想告诉你我爱你
Inside there's so much pain
内心积压着太多伤痛
Could you make it go away
你能让它消散吗
Oh momma
哦 妈妈
No one above ya'
无人能及您
Pick me up when I am down
在我低落时扶起我
Need you to hear me now
此刻需要您倾听
Oh momma
哦 妈妈
Momma I know you're hearing this
妈妈我知道您能听见
It's your oldest son
这是您的大儿子
If only things were different but
若一切能重来该多好
Decisions now are old and done
往昔抉择已成定局
I try to stay strong but
我努力保持坚强
I feel like I'm the only one
却感觉孤军奋战
Miss my family
思念我的家人
Brothers
手足兄弟
Cousins
表亲堂亲
I'm over run
回忆汹涌来袭
By the hurt and emotions
被伤痛与情绪淹没
Every holiday spent alone
每个节日都形单影只
It's atrocious how things unfolded
世事变迁如此残酷
And now we can't unfold it
如今已无法挽回
Feel like an orphan in this world
仿佛世间孤雏
No way to change it
无力改变现状
I get hurt and turn away but
受伤后转身逃避
It's time to turn back and face it
是时候回头直面
What happens when I have kids of my own
当我有了自己的孩子会怎样
And they wonder why it's just mommy and daddy alone
他们总疑惑为何只剩妈妈和爸爸形单影只
I don't know how to change it yo'
我不知该如何改变现状
I guess I only know
或许唯一明白的是
That I can't just walk away or just let it go
我既不能转身离去 也无法轻易释怀
Let it go
就此放手
And sometimes I get so lonely
有时孤独如潮水袭来
And I just want back my family
我只想重拾家的温暖
But d**n it
但终究...
It's a fantasy
这不过是场幻梦
I'm canned in this calamity
我深陷这苦难牢笼
I'm stranded and I'm d**ned to be
注定漂泊无依 难逃厄运
The damage of your damage spree
承受你肆意伤害的恶果
This hand that you have dealt me
你为我安排的命运
Isn't helping
毫无助益
You can't even see
你甚至视若无睹
Momma
妈妈
Just saying I love ya'
只想告诉你我爱你
Inside there's so much pain
内心积压着太多伤痛
Could you make it go away
你能让它消散吗
Oh momma
哦 妈妈
No one above ya'
无人能及您
Pick me up when I am down
在我低落时扶起我
Need you to hear me now
此刻需要您倾听
Oh momma
哦 妈妈
Hush little baby
嘘 小宝贝别出声
Don't you cry
不要哭泣
Momma
妈妈
Momma's gonna sing
妈妈会为你
A lullaby
唱摇篮曲
Mamma where are you
妈妈你在哪里
Momma's gonna take
妈妈会为你
Away the pain
抚平伤痛
Momma's gonna make
妈妈会让一切
It go away
烟消云散
I can't find you
我寻不到你
Hush little baby
嘘 小宝贝别出声
Don't you cry
不要哭泣
Momma's gonna sing
妈妈会为你
Momma
妈妈
A lullaby
唱摇篮曲
Momma
妈妈
Momma's gonna take
妈妈会为你
Away the pain
抚平伤痛
Momma's gonna make
妈妈会让一切
It go away
烟消云散
I know you had good intentions
我知道你本意良善
This never was planned
这一切并非你所愿
But sometimes you have to own the situation at hand
但有时你必须直面眼前的困境
The damage was done
伤害已然造成
I wish you knew how I feel
多希望你能懂我的感受
And we can't make it disappear but we can start to rebuild
我们无法抹去伤痕 但可以开始重建
But you don't even think that you did anything wrong
可你甚至不觉得自己有错
You won't even acknowledge the words to this song
你连这首歌的字句都不愿承认
So I stay distant and I stay gone
所以我选择疏离 选择远离
I wipe my tears
我擦干泪水
And just move on
只能继续前行
Momma
妈妈