Getting Older - Adam Lambert
Composed by:Billie Eilish O'Connell/Finneas Baird O'Connell
It's so weird
多么奇怪啊
I'm getting older I think I'm aging well
尽管我年岁渐长 但我觉得我散发着成熟的魅力
I wish someone had told me I'd be doing this by myself
我希望有人曾告诉过我 我要学会自力更生
There's reasons that I'm thankful there's a lot I'm grateful for
我能找到心存感激的理由 这世上有很多值得我感激的东西
But it's different when a stranger's always waiting at your door
但我并不会感激那些总是在门口等待的陌生人
Which is ironic 'cause the strangers seem to want me more
多么讽刺啊 因为这些陌生人似乎迷恋着我
Than anyone before
远远超远从前的任何人
Anyone before
从前的任何人
Too bad they're usually deranged
真是遗憾 他们常常会变得精神错乱
Last week I realized I crave pity
上周的时候 我意识到我渴望得到同情
When I retell a story I make everything sound worse
当我重新讲述故事时 我故意夸大其词
Can't shake the feeling that I'm just bad at healing
无法摆脱我我只是缺乏能力治愈的感情
And maybe that's the reason why each sentence sounds rehearsed
也许这能解释清楚为何每句话就像是提前排练好的
Which is ironic because when I wasn't honest
多么讽刺啊 因为当我满嘴谎言时
I was still being ignored
我依然被大家熟视无睹
Lying for attention just to get neglection
为了吸引关注 不惜说谎 结果却惨遭忽视
Now we're estranged
如今我们疏远彼此
Things I once enjoyed
从前我喜爱的东西
Just keep me employed now
如今只是让我维持生计的工作
Things I'm longing for
我渴望拥有的东西
Someday I'll be bored of
总有一天我会感到厌倦
It's so weird oh it's so weird
多么奇怪啊 多么奇怪啊
That we care so much until we don't
在我们变得毫不在乎之前 我们总是计较太多
I'm getting older I've got more on my shoulders
尽管我年岁渐长 但我肩上的担子越变越重
But I'm getting better at admitting when I'm wrong
然而我愈发擅长承认自己犯下的过错
I'm happier than ever at least that's my endeavor
我比以往任何时候都更快乐 只是这是我努力换来的结果
To keep myself together and prioritize my pleasure
让自己重新振作起来 优先考虑我的快乐
'Cause to be honest I just wish that what I promise
因为说实话 我只是希望我许下的承诺
Would depend on what I'm given
能够取决于上苍给予我的一切
Not on his permission
不用征得他的允许
Wasn't my decision
这并不是我的决定
To be abused
任人伤害
Things I once enjoyed
从前我喜爱的东西
Ah
Just keep me employed now
如今只是让我维持生计的工作
Things I'm longing for
我渴望拥有的东西
Ah
Someday I'll be bored of
总有一天我会感到厌倦
It's so weird so weird
多么奇怪啊 奇怪不已
Oh we care so much until we don't
在我们变得毫不在乎之前 我们总是计较太多
Yeah oh oh oh ooh
That we care so much
在我们变得毫不在乎之前
Until we don't
我们总是计较太多
But next week I hope I'm somewhere laughing
但下个星期 我希望我会开怀大笑
For anybody asking I promise I'll be fine
倘若有人开口询问 我保证我会安然无恙
I've had some trauma felt things I didn't wanna
我曾经历过痛苦 体会到我不愿面对的感觉
Was too afraid to tell ya but now I think it's time
我不敢告诉你真相 但现在我觉得时机已到