i try to feel alive again
Told myself not to deepen emotions
痛苦它到底又多了几分
when i wasted you gonna leave me first
my heart is turning out to cold world
all the night pain take me to the sleeping walk
她的灵魂又出现在我左右
actually you not stay around me 我早看透
devil 不停反复消耗我的HP
她的离开也成为我PTSD
i got no time
and i got no fear
who's care give a fxxk about what you mean
one shot 冰冷子弹穿过我的head
如何证明我是活着i will learn again
熟悉的街道 我早已经走个遍
我把孤独全部液化藏在心里面
i got no fear
i got no fear
可她的心我看不清
i got no fear
i got no fear
她的世界我走不进
i will kill myself
i will kill myself
我的眼泪是你留给我最后的煎熬
i will kill myself
i will kill myself
i gonna go outside
回忆就像锋利的刀
lonely stay with me all the time
we're be fxxk all right
we're be fxxk all right
I tried to drink it way
我试着把它抹去
I tried to pray it away
我试着用祈祷让它消失
But it follows me home
可它还是跟着我回家
Every step every day
一步不差 日复一日
I tried to drink it way
我试着把它抹去
I tried to pray it away
我试着用祈祷让它消失
But it follows me home
可它还是跟着我回家
Every step every day
一步不差 日复一日
I m lost
我迷失了
Sometimes I feel so lost
有些时候 我彻底迷失
Some stuff babe you don t see
有些重量 你从未看见
Can t turn this sht on pause
这场混乱无法暂停
My mind it just won t sleep
我的意识始终无法入睡
Can t turn this sht around
我没法让一切回到原位
I feel so incomplete
残缺在我体内回响
Maybe this time I m done
也许这一次 我真的走到了尽头
I ll be in your memories
只存在于你的记忆之中
I flinch when you raise your voice on me
当你提高声音对我说话 我会下意识地收紧自己
I hate how the past keeps a hold on me
我厌倦过去紧紧抓着我不放
Somedays I love somedays explodes in me
有些日子 我在爱里存活 有些日子 它在我体内崩裂
I m learning to love while your choking me
我学着如何去爱 而你 却让我逐渐失去呼吸