Yeah we had heaven on the surface
我们曾拥有表面的天堂
But the truth was never perfect…
但真相从未完美无瑕
Now I see the fire under all that ice
如今我看穿冰层下的烈火
You called it love I called it pressure
你称之为爱 我视作枷锁
You dressed it up like it was treasure
你将毒药包装成珍宝
Every word was a double measure
每句话都暗藏双关
Sweet talk pain in equal pleasure
甜蜜的言语与痛苦相伴
We were gold in the flashlights
我们曾是聚光灯下的黄金
Broken glass in the daylight
日光下破碎的玻璃残片
You said “forever ”but your tone lied
你曾说"永远"却语调虚妄
Now I’m healing where your ghost hides
如今我在你幽灵徘徊处疗伤
I gave you everything I had inside
我曾倾尽所有毫无保留
Still you said I never tried
你却指责我从未努力
Guess you needed me to lose myself
原来你需要我迷失自我
Just to make your pride survive
只为滋养你骄傲的存活
Welcome to our toxic paradise
欢迎来到这有毒的天堂
Where love feels wrong but looks so right
爱意扭曲却看似美好
You kiss my scars then cut them twice —
你亲吻伤痕又添新伤
We burn like sin beneath the lights
我们在灯光下罪恶燃烧
Toxic paradise
这有毒的天堂
Your heart was ice your words were knives
你心如冰霜 言语似刀
I learned that peace don’t come from lies
终于明白谎言换不来安宁
So I left before I died inside
在彻底心死前选择逃离
You used my fears like ammunition
你以我的恐惧为弹药
Every fight —a demolition
每次争吵都如同毁灭
Told me pain was just tradition
告诉我痛苦只是传统
Till I lost my own ambition
直到我失去所有抱负
Now I’m sober from your spell
如今我已清醒挣脱你的魔咒
I can finally wish you well
终于能真心祝你安好
You were heaven turned to hell
你从天堂堕落成地狱
But I escaped your carousel
但我已逃离你的旋转木马
I gave you everything I had inside
我曾倾尽所有毫无保留
Still you said I never tried
你却指责我从未努力
Guess you needed me to lose myself
原来你需要我迷失自我
Just to make your pride survive
只为滋养你骄傲的存活
Welcome to our toxic paradise
欢迎来到这有毒的天堂
Where love feels wrong but looks so right
爱意扭曲却看似美好
You kiss my scars then cut them twice —
你亲吻伤痕又添新伤
We burn like sin beneath the lights
我们在灯光下罪恶燃烧
Toxic paradise
这有毒的天堂
Your heart was ice your words were knives
你心如冰霜 言语似刀
I learned that peace don’t come from lies
终于明白谎言换不来安宁
So I left before I died inside
在彻底心死前选择逃离
Now your perfume fades from my skin
如今你的香水味从我肌肤褪去
I don’t chase what could’ve been
我不再追逐虚幻的可能
You were thunder in disguise
你曾是伪装成雷鸣的谎言
Now I dance beneath the wind
如今我在风中独自起舞
You still echo in my veins
你仍在我血脉中回响
But I’m stronger through the pain
但痛苦让我愈发坚强
Every tear became a flame —
每滴泪都化作火焰——
That’s how I spell my name again
这就是我重铸姓名的方式
Toxic paradise
这有毒的天堂
You looked like love but felt like vice
你形似爱情却让人沉沦
I gave you light you sold me night —
我赠你光明 你却回以黑暗
But I found peace in my goodbye
但在告别中 我寻得安宁
Toxic paradise
这有毒的天堂
I won’t relive that sacrifice
不愿再重蹈覆辙
You taught me how to recognize —
你教会我认清真相
That love should never cost my life
真爱不该以生命为代价
Yeah…I made it out alive
是的...我终获新生
Paradise Nah —it was just disguise
所谓天堂 不过是虚伪假象
Now I see truth in every goodbye
如今我终于看清 每次离别背后的真相