In denial I tried to be your friend I tried to be a good boy
我不愿承认我试着做你的朋友我想做个好孩子
All I see a hate deep inside startle me someone save me
我看到的是内心深处的仇恨吓了我一跳谁来救救我
Now these memories
如今这些回忆
Still I hide
我依然躲藏
They bury me
他们将我埋葬
All I want to do
我想做的全部
You are not my real mother
你不是我的亲妈
Is kill you
就是干掉你
So I beat and stab and f**k her
所以我对她拳打脚踢
Looking back I was never ever right you were my step
回首过去我从未走上正轨你是我前进的动力
Mom who always wanted me out of your sight I would come walkin in and
妈妈总是想要我离开你的视线我会走进来
Id say hello but you'd slap me and make some f**ked-up comment about
我向你问好可你会扇我一巴掌然后对我妄加议论
My clothes but I tried to let it pass but the pictures in my head were
我的衣服但我不想让它过去但我脑海里的画面
With you with a knife up your a** laying dead so I popped some more caps
你手里拿着刀你已经死了所以我又开了几瓶酒
To play me
玩弄我
All I want to do
我想做的全部
Is kill you
就是干掉你
All I want to do
我想做的全部
You are not my real mother
你不是我的亲妈
Is kill you
就是干掉你
So I beat and stab and f**k her
所以我对她拳打脚踢
Wish you were dead now
希望你已经死去
How I know
我怎么知道
How can I cry over someone I never loved
我怎么能为一个我从未爱过的人哭泣
How can I cry over someone I never loved
我怎么能为一个我从未爱过的人哭泣
Never loved never loved
从未爱过从未爱过