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#1 Fan (feat. Jubilee) - KJ-52
以下歌词翻译由文曲大模型提供
Yo this is what happened:
事情是这样的：
Yo I woke up late
我醒来时已日上三竿
It was like 10 in the mornin＇
时钟指向上午十点
I was still half asleep and
仍带着朦胧睡意
Sleepy eyed still yawnin＇
睡眼惺忪打着哈欠
I checked my voice mail
查看着语音信箱
To see who＇d been callin＇
想知道谁曾来电
I turned on my computer
我打开了电脑
Check my email logged on it
查看邮箱 登录系统
Junk mail junk mail dog-gone-it
垃圾邮件 烦人的垃圾邮件
Everybody they just tryin
所有人都在试图
To sell me they product
向我推销他们的产品
But there was one email
但有一封邮件
That just caught my optic
突然吸引了我的注意
It said sucidal took
标题写着自杀倾向
The mouse I clicked on it
我立即点击了它
She said ＂ Dear KJ
她说"亲爱的KJ
You don＇t know who I am
你不知道我是谁
You probably don＇t even
你大概根本不会在意
Care cause im just another fan
因为我只是又一个粉丝而已
I doubt you ever read this
我怀疑你是否会看到这封信
Now but if ya can
但如果你能收到
Sometimes I slash my wrists
有时我会割伤手腕
And even cut my hands
甚至划破双手"
And I feel all alone
我感到如此孤独
Like nobody understands
仿佛无人能懂
And I＇m gonna end it tonight
今夜就要结束一切
I got the whole thing planned
我已将一切安排妥当
Pop pills leave a note on my night stand
吞下药片 在床头留下遗书
Signed sincerely Your Number 1 fan
落款是"你最忠实的粉丝"
Can someone now please help me
现在谁能来救救我
Will someone now just please help me
求求你们谁来救救我
Can someone now please help me
现在谁能来救救我
Will someone now just please help me
求求你们谁来救救我
My heart is poundin as I start to type back
心脏狂跳着开始回复邮件
Why do you feel this way do you mind if I ask
为何如此痛苦能否告诉我缘由
What＇s the source and
这份痛苦的根源
The cause of the pain that you have
究竟从何而来
How did you get this way
是什么让你变成这样
Is it something from the past
是否与过往创伤有关
God cares about you
上帝依然眷顾着你
I hope you understand that
愿你明白这份心意
Please don＇t end your life
求你别放弃生命
I beg ya please write back
恳求你回信给我
I finished typin＇
匆匆打完这封信
I sent the email quite fast
邮件即刻发送出去
I bowed my head and
我低头默默祈祷
Prayed with the strength that I had
用尽全身力气祈求
She said ＂Man KJ
她说"KJ先生
I didn＇t even know you would write me
没想到你会给我回信
Let me explain why
让我告诉你原因
No one could ever like me
没人会喜欢我这样的人
It all started when
这一切始于
My father used to strike me
父亲对我的殴打
Raped and abused since 1990
自1990年起遭受侵犯与虐待"
He＇s gone now but
他已离去 但
I can＇t put it all behind me
我无法将往事尽数抛却
I tried to run away
我曾试图逃离
But my troubles always find me
可苦难总如影随形
Is God really just the one that
难道唯有神明
Can help me (yes He is)
能予我救赎（是的唯有祂）
Signed tonight your Number 1 Fan
你忠实的头号粉丝 绝笔
Can someone now please help me
现在谁能来救救我
Will someone now just please help me
求求你们谁来救救我
Can someone now please help me
现在谁能来救救我
Will someone now just please help me
求求你们谁来救救我
Dear number one fan
亲爱的头号粉丝
I gotta lot to tell you
我有千言万语想对你说
But with the email
但通过这封邮件
There is only so much I can help you
我能做的实在有限
See I know a Father
我知道天父慈悲
Who could never ever fail you
那个永远不会辜负你的人
He＇ll give you a love
他会给你一份爱
When nobody ever cared to
当全世界都对你漠不关心时
I know you might feel
我知道你可能觉得
Like everybody hates you
所有人都厌恶你
And you feel like
你甚至觉得
You got no one you can relate to
找不到一个能理解你的人
And death feels just like
而死亡仿佛成了
The best place to escape to
逃离现实的最佳去处
But that＇s a lie that Satan
但那是撒旦编织的谎言
He just wants to tell you
他只想蛊惑你的心智
I＇m sorry that you were abused
你遭受的虐待让我痛心
Your father raped you
父亲犯下的罪行
But you gotta get some help
但你必须寻求帮助
Cause nobody can make you
因为没人能替你承受
I know it＇s hard to face
我明白直面有多艰难
But God will give you the strength to
但上帝会赐予你力量
I know you gots a lot of things
我知道你背负着太多伤痛
You gots to work through
需要慢慢化解
But with this help see I know
但有了这份帮助 我相信
That you can break through
你终能冲破阴霾
I seen it myself all the times
我亲眼见证过无数次
That He came through
祂如何拯救世人
Hit me back
请给我回信
Tell me what you think of what I sent you
告诉我你对我发的内容有何感想
I＇ll be prayin＇ Sincerely KJ-52
我会为你祈祷 真诚的KJ-52
Can someone now please help me
现在谁能来救救我
Will someone now just please help me
求求你们谁来救救我
Can someone now please help me
现在谁能来救救我
Will someone now just please help me
求求你们谁来救救我
Yo I＇d be pretending
听着 我若说这故事有个圆满结局
If I said this story had a happy endin
那一定是在自欺欺人
But after that night yo
但那一夜过后
I never heard from her again
我再也没收到她的消息
That night I tossed and
那晚我在床上辗转反侧
Turned lyin on my bed en
彻夜难眠
Cryin and prayin with these
哭泣着祈祷
Thoughts runnin through my head en
这些念头在我脑海中盘旋
Did she do it take her life
她是否真的结束了自己的生命
Or wind up dead en
或是已经离世
Or did she not choose it
还是她并非自愿选择
Just listened to what I said en
只是听从了我的劝说
Maybe she never got
或许她从未收到
The last one I was sendin
我最后发出的那封邮件
Is it my fault was it something
这是我的错吗 是否有些话
I shoulda mentioned
我本该早些说明
Every mornin I would just check my email
每个清晨我都反复检查邮箱
Checkin for any detail
搜寻任何蛛丝马迹
Hopin an prayin that she＇s well
祈祷她一切安好
My emails came back
我的邮件被退回
Sayin that they＇d failed
显示发送失败
Days turned to weeks
日复一日
And weeks turned to months en
周而复始
Time would pass and
时光流逝
I still just heard nuthin
却杳无音讯
No letter no email just
没有信件 没有回音
Not even somethin
甚至没有半点音讯
What happened to my
我的头号粉丝
Number 1 fan I＇m still wonderin
究竟遭遇了什么 我仍在追问
Can someone now please help me
现在谁能来救救我
Will someone now just please help me
求求你们谁来救救我
Can someone now please help me
现在谁能来救救我
Will someone now just please help me
求求你们谁来救救我