Rain on the glass all through the night
I turn off every single light
Your face still glowing on my screen
I almost delete everything
Your words like smoke they disappear
I count my breaths to fight the fear
Your jacket hanging in the hall
I cant touch it cant let it fall
I learned to eat alone at the table
I learned to act like I am stable
But at three in the morning I still
Reach for you on the other side
I am still waiting for a goodnight that never comes
I know the answer but I leave the door undone
I am still waiting for the words you never said
Goodbye
My friends all say I am doing fine
They do not see me after midnight
I put the memories in a box
But I still open it every night
I learned to walk the dark alone
I learned to hide what I still own
But at the corner where we met
I still look back half expecting you
I am still waiting for a goodnight that never comes
I know the answer but I leave the door undone
I am still waiting for the words you never said
Goodbye
Time is a slow knife cutting deep
Not enough to kill but never lets me sleep
I do not blame you for the fall
I just cannot let go at all
I am still waiting for a goodnight that never comes
I know the answer but I leave the door undone
I am still waiting for the words you never said
Goodbye
I am still waiting for myself to let you go