Look at My Life - Gracie Abrams
TME享有本翻译作品的著作权
Lyrics by:Gracie Abrams/Aaron Dessner
Composed by:Gracie Abrams/Aaron Dessner
Produced by:Gracie Abrams/Aaron Dessner/Dan Nigro
How long have I got
在光辉黯淡之前
In the hot light till the shine rusts?
还能在聚光灯下支撑多久
I've been thinking through the hard stuff
我脑海里萦绕着沉重的想法
Over light drugs like every night
每个夜晚 依赖镇静药物麻痹自己
No you don't need to come over
你不需要来到我身边
'Cause I'd crowd please and I'm tired
因为我会迎合观众 我已感到厌倦
Slowly morphed into a poser
慢慢变成了装腔作势的家伙
Barely know her anymore
几乎不认识从前的自己
Do I look high-functioning or
我是否看起来一副光鲜亮丽的样子
Is my façade crumbling?
或者我的伪装是否在慢慢崩塌
Oh
God don't actually answer me Caroline
天啊 Caroline 千万不要回应我
But oh well look at my life
但是注视着我的生活
Bet you can't tell but it's kind of a bad time
我敢打赌你根本看不出来 但其实此刻我陷入人生低谷
A new spiral every night
每晚都在持续恶化
Bawling my eyes out no but I'm so fine
痛哭流涕 但我却假装自己一切安好
Yeah I might just shut up and drive
我也许会乖乖闭嘴 驾车驰骋
Hope I don't crash and blow out the headlights
我希望我不会一时疏忽 造成不堪设想的后果
My nightmare actualized
我的噩梦变成现实
Got what I wanted it doesn't sit right
虽然我已得偿所愿 但我内心却感到不安
I just got to the party
我刚刚抵达派对
With the big shots and the Barbies
周围皆是大人物和如芭比娃娃般精致的美人
Empty talk and talk and talk until my ears bleed
空洞的话语 说个没完没了 直到我的耳朵都快听出老茧了
He's holding a pill
他手里拿着药片
He thinks that I should take one
他觉得我应该服用一片
But I'll raise him to the whole bunch
但我会让他把手里的药全部给我
I'm kidding god he thinks I'm stupid
我只是在开玩笑 天啊 他觉得我愚蠢至极
What a gut punch but then we go
多么沉重的打击啊 但我们转身离去
Downtown there's no medicine
穿梭于市中心 这里却找不到解药
I'd spit out if it promises
如果这能许下承诺 我会吐露心声
Slowing down voices don't want to hear a sound
那些声音慢慢平息下来 不想听见任何声音
But oh well look at my life
但是注视着我的生活
Bet you can't tell but it's kind of a bad time
我敢打赌你根本看不出来 但其实此刻我陷入人生低谷
A new spiral every night
每晚都在持续恶化
Bawling my eyes out no but I'm so fine
痛哭流涕 但我却假装自己一切安好
Yeah I might just shut up and drive
我也许会乖乖闭嘴 驾车驰骋
Hope I don't crash and blow out the headlights
我希望我不会一时疏忽 造成不堪设想的后果
My nightmare actualized
我的噩梦变成现实
Got what I what I
得偿所愿
Maybe if I smile enough
也许如果我的笑容足够灿烂
I'll get away with giving up
我将会悄然放弃 全身而退
I'll move across the country just to judge myself like just as much
即使我远走他乡 但也只会像我枯坐在这里一样
As I do when I'm sitting here
依然不断地评判审视我自己
I miss my friends I disappeared
我想念从我身边消失的朋友
And haven't seen 'em in a year
我已经有一年没见过他们了
Oh God what am I doing here?
天啊 我究竟在做什么
But oh well look at my life
但是注视着我的生活
Bet you can't tell but it's kind of a bad time
我敢打赌你根本看不出来 但其实此刻我陷入人生低谷
A new spiral every night
每晚都在持续恶化
Bawling my eyes out no but I'm so fine
痛哭流涕 但我却假装自己一切安好
Yeah I might just shut up and drive
我也许会乖乖闭嘴 驾车驰骋
Hope I don't crash and blow out the headlights
我希望我不会一时疏忽 造成不堪设想的后果
My nightmare actualized
我的噩梦变成现实
Got what I wanted it doesn't sit right
虽然我已得偿所愿 但我内心却感到不安
I got what I wanted it doesn't sit right
虽然我已得偿所愿 但我内心却感到不安
Got what I wanted it doesn't sit right
虽然我已得偿所愿 但我内心却感到不安