Living this way I feel so tired and numb
Can’t find the words to sing or even hum
All of my friends, the circles I’m in all have changed
But I’m doing fine the world just ain’t the same
Oh God I love you still
But this isn’t how I hoped
Oh God I love you still
This isn’t how I hoped
It’d be
I knew you were lying when you said it was nothing at all
So I walked away and said your love’s a joke
But I know there’s nothing true in that, oh no
‘Cause living without you hasn’t been easy at all
Oh God I love you still
But this isn’t how I hoped
Oh God I love you still
But this isn’t how I hoped
God I love you still
This isn’t how I hoped
God I love you still
But this isn’t how I hoped
I hoped
It’d be
I hoped
I hoped