The Night They Saw Me Cry - Mikhail Bennett
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The night I lost your mother
失去你们母亲的那晚
Something broke inside of me
我内心的某处彻底崩塌
Charlie stood there in the doorway
查理就站在门口
Rose was only three
露丝那时才三岁
I tried to hide the tears from them
我试着在他们面前掩饰泪水
Tried to be strong somehow
努力想要撑下去
But children see the pain we hide
可孩子总能察觉我们隐藏的痛苦
Even when we don't know how
即便我们自己都浑然不觉
Charlie watched his father falling
查理看着他的父亲逐渐沉沦
Rose just held my hand
露丝只是紧紧握住我的手
The night they saw me cry
他们看到我哭泣的那晚
Was the night our world changed
我们的世界从此天翻地覆
Nothing looked the same again
一切看起来都不再一样
Nothing felt the same
一切感觉都不再一样
Charlie stopped believing my words
查理不再相信我的承诺
Rose stopped asking why
露丝也不再追问缘由
And all I could give them back then
那时我唯一能给他们的
Were tears I couldn't hide
只有藏不住的泪水
I started drowning in the whiskey
我开始沉溺于威士忌之中
Trying to outrun the pain
试图逃离痛苦的追赶
Every bottle promised healing
每一瓶酒都许诺能治愈伤痛
But left me more ashamed
却只让我倍感羞愧
Charlie slowly pulled away
查理渐渐与我疏远
The house grew cold and still
屋子里变得冰冷死寂
And every empty chair reminded me
每一把空椅子都在提醒我
Of everything I killed
那些被我亲手毁掉的一切
I lost my wife
我失去了妻子
Then I started losing my son
接着又开始失去我的儿子
The night they saw me cry
他们看到我哭泣的那晚
They watched their father fall
他们目睹了父亲的崩塌
I was supposed to be their shelter
我本该是为他们遮风挡雨的依靠
But I couldn't stand at all
可我却根本无法站立
Charlie left without a goodbye
查理不辞而别
Rose hardly spoke my name
露丝几乎不再唤我的名字
And every night I blamed myself
每个夜晚我都在内心煎熬
For everything I changed
为我亲手葬送的那些美好
Then one night
直到那一晚
When no one left
当身边空无一人
No wife
没有妻子
No son
没有儿子
No peace
没有安宁
I fell down on my knees and whispered
我卑微地跪下,低声祈求
Jesus
耶稣啊
If you're still there
如果您还在那里
Please don't give up on me
请千万不要对我绝望
The night they saw me cry
他们看到我哭泣的那晚
Was the end of me
是旧我的终结
Because Jesus found this broken man
因为耶稣眷顾了这个破碎的人
And gave him eyes to see
开启了他的心智,重获希望
I still pray for Charlie
我依然在为查理祈愿
I still pray for Rose
我依然在为露丝祈愿
And I trust the God who found me
我将余生托付给拯救我的上帝
Will bring my children home
期盼他能带我的孩子们回家
I lost my way
我曾误入歧途
But Jesus found me
但耶稣拯救了我
And it's where I'm still standing
这就是我如今重获新生的伫立之处