929 (Explicit) - Halsey
Lyrics by:Jasper Sheff/Ashley Frangipane/Johnathan Carter Cunningham
Composed by:Jasper Sheff/Ashley Frangipane/Johnathan Carter Cunningham
"I really was born at 9:29am on 9/29
我真的出生在9月29日上午的9点29分
You think I'm lying but I'm being dead serious"
你以为我是骗人的 可我是认真的
"I gotta see this birth certificate"
我要看你的出生证明
"Ok I'll prove it"
好的 我会拿出证据
Well who am I
我是谁
I'm almost 25
我已经25岁了
Can't remember half the time that I've been alive
我忘记了我活过的大半岁月
Cause half was in a cheap apartment
因为有一半时间我都住在破旧的公寓里
And half was on the eastside
一半时间我都生活在东海岸
Eastside
They said don't meet your heroes
他们说你无法遇见心目中的英雄
They're all f**king weirdos
他们都是些怪咖
And God knows that they were right
只有上帝知道他们没有错
Because nobody loves you
因为没有人爱你
They just try to f**k you then put you on a feature on the Bside
他们只想利用你 把你合作的歌放在不起眼的角落
And who do you call when it's late at night
茫然无措的深夜 你会给谁打去电话
When the headlines just don't paint the picture right
各种夺人眼球的标题无法描述事实
When you look at yourself on a screen and say
当你看着出现在荧屏上的自己 你说道
"Oh my god there's no way that's me"
天啊 那不可能是我
And I I quit smoking well recently I've tried
我戒掉了烟 最近我竭尽全力
And I bought another house and I never go outside
我重新买了一套房子 我整天窝在家里
And I remember this girl with pink hair in Detriot
我记得底特律有个一头粉发的女孩
Well she told me
她告诉我
She said"Ashley you gotta promise us that you won't you die
她说 Ashley 你得答应我们 你不会死
Cause we need you" and I honestly I think that she lied
因为我们需要你 说实话 我觉得她在撒谎
And I remember the names of every single kid I've met
我记得我遇见的每个孩子的名字
But forget half the people who I've gotten in bed
可我却忘记了一半和我纵享欢愉的男人
And I've stared at the sky in Milwaukee
我凝视着密尔沃基的天空
And hoped that my father would finally call me
多么希望我父亲能给我打来电话
And it's just these things that I'm thinking for hours
这些烦心事让我思索了好几个小时
And I'm picking my hair out in clumps in the shower
沐浴时 我拾起掉落满地的头发
Lost the love of my life to an ivory powder
我迷恋上了一个放荡不羁的人
But then I realized that I'm no higher power
可我意识到我没有超乎常人的能力
And I wasn't in love then
那是我没有坠入爱河
And I'm still not now
如今我依然孤身一人
And I'm so happy I figured that out
我很高兴我大彻大悟
I've got a long way to go until self-preservation
学会自我保护以前 我还有很长的路要走
Think my moral compass is on a vacation
我想道德对我毫无约束力
And I can't believe I still feed my f**king temptation
不敢相信 我依然会无法抵制诱惑
And I'm still waiting for my salvation
我依然等待有人来拯救我
Soft and slow
不知不觉
Watch the minutes go
看着时间一分一秒地流逝
Count out loud so we know you don't keep them for yourself
大声地数出来 我们知道你不会只警醒自己光阴似箭
Watch the minutes go
看着时间一分一秒地流逝
Count out loud so we know you don't keep them for yourself
大声地数出来 我们知道你不会只警醒自己光阴似箭
"I think I have a confession to make
我想我必须坦白
So we know you don't
我们知道你一无所知
See I was really born at 9:26
其实我是出生在9点26分
It's on my birth certificate I'm a liar
我的出生证明上写得一清二楚 我是个骗子
I'm a f**king liar"
我真是个可笑的骗子
Soft and slow
不知不觉
Watch the minutes go
看着时间一分一秒地流逝
Count out loud so we know you don't keep them for yourself
大声地数出来 我们知道你不会只警醒自己光阴似箭