Only Living Girl in LA - Halsey
TME享有本翻译作品的著作权
Lyrics by:Halsey/Michael Uzowuru/Dylan Wiggins/Alexander Giannascoli
Composed by:Halsey/Michael Uzowuru/Dylan Wiggins/Alexander Giannascoli
Produced by:Michael Uzowuru/Alex G/Dylan Wiggins
I'm the only girl alive in L.A. County
我似乎是洛杉矶唯一活着的女孩
I'm the only one who sees
我是唯一能看透世事的人
I wake up every day in some new kind of suffering
每天醒来 我都会陷入不一样的苦痛
I've never known a day of peace
我从未体会过宁静的感觉
I wonder if I ever left behind my body
我在想我是否有过摆脱皮囊的体验
Do you think they'd laugh at how I died
你觉得他们会笑话我死得不体面吗
Or take a photo of my family in the lobby
还是会在大堂里热心地给我家人拍照
The ceremony's small in size
我的葬礼规模不大
'Cause I don't know if I could sell out my own funeral
因为我不知道是否会有足够多的人来悼念我
At least not at this point in time
至少此刻我没这么大影响力
And if I ever try to leave behind my body
如果我能试着摆脱皮囊
Well at least I know it was never mine it was never mine
至少会明白 这从来都不是真正的我
It was never mine
从来都不是真正的我
It was never mine
从来都不是真正的我
Well I'm the only girl alive in New York City
我似乎是纽约唯一活着的女孩
I left my wallet on the train
我把钱包落在了火车上
Since I no longer even have a driver's license
既然我连驾照都丢了
I guess that means I have no name
我觉得那就意味着我毫无存在感了
And I could run away to somewhere on the West Coast
我可以去西海岸找个地方躲清静
And finally be a real life girl
做个有生活气息的姑娘
They'll take my organs and they'll hang me from a bed post
他们会剥夺我的价值 当众羞辱我
Saying I was too soft for this world
指责我太软弱 无法立足于世
And they'd be right because quite frankly to be alive
他们说得没错 因为坦白讲 活着
It shouldn't kill me every day
不该像现在这样
The way it does
每天都这么痛苦
I don't know what I did to have this fate
我不知道自己造了什么孽 命才会这么苦
I'm drenched in it
我身陷囹圄
And I can't even run from what I know
难以打破自己的认知
My special talent isn't writing it's not singing
我的特殊才能不是写作 也不是唱歌
It's feeling everything that everyone alive feels every day
而是体会所有在世的人每天的感受
Feels every day
每天的感受
Feels every day
每天的感受
Feels every day
每天的感受
I think I'm special 'cause I cut myself wide open
我觉得自己很特别 因为我自我摧残
As if it's honorable to bleed
还为受伤感到骄傲
But I'm not lucky and I know I wasn't chosen
但我不是幸运儿 我知道我不是天之骄子
The world keeps spinning without me
没有我 这个世界照常运转
I told my mother I would die by twenty-seven
我告诉母亲 我会在27岁时离世
And in a way I sorta did
在某种程度上 我已经魂归大地了
This thing I love has grown demanding and obsessive
我的所爱都变得索取无度 执迷不悟
And it wants more than I can give than I can give
它贪婪无比 我无能为力
Than I can give
我无能为力
Than I can give
我无能为力
I'm the only girl alive in L.A. County
我似乎是洛杉矶唯一活着的女孩
I've never known a day of peace
我从未体会过宁静的感觉
I wake up every day and wish that I was different
每天醒来 我都希望自己是独一无二的存在
I look around and it's just me
我环顾四周 发现只有我一人
It's just me it's just me
只有我一人
I'm the only one the only one is me
我就是唯一看透尘世的人