I know that it's just a feeling, disappearing…
我深知这不过是一种感觉,正渐渐消散…
Is there a reason that I can't stop breathing?
为何我无法停止呼吸,可有缘由?
Why am I never needed, superseded…
为何我从未被需要,总被替代…
I force a smile and apologise again…
我强颜欢笑,再次道歉…
Forget that I'm always failing, misbehaving…
忘掉我总在失败,总在失态…
My life is hardly ever worth explaining,
我的人生,几乎不值得解释,
Blame me until it's over, giving closure
责怪我吧,直到一切结束,画上句点
I try to make you believe my lie…
我试图让你相信我的谎言…
Come on and celebrate a perfect finale come true!
来吧,庆祝这终将实现的完美结局!
Making sure you never figure me out or feel guilty…
只为让你永远无法看清我,更不必心怀愧疚...
Ending every day with a sorry will do, but…
每日以一句抱歉作结,或许这便已足够,可...
You're getting tired of the same routine..
你是否已厌倦了这日复一日的循环...
‘cause no one needs me…
因为无人需要我...
Pretending that I'm gone, completely.
假装我已彻底消失无踪。
I wanted to get out of bed today, but…
今日我曾想挣脱床榻,然而...
I always get in my way…
我总是自己困住自己,难以挣脱
I'm sorry for all the problems that I've caused!
对不起,我总是带来无尽的烦忧
Just give me another scar…
就再添一道伤痕吧
Never-ending terrible scores!
无尽的糟糕成绩,永无止境!
Tell me, what am I good for?
告诉我,我到底有什么用?
You're sick of me complaining even more…
你甚至更厌倦我这无休止的抱怨了…
I promise that I'll leave you all alone!
我保证会让你独自一人!
I'm better off on my own…
我独自一人更好…
Doesn't matter whether I'm gone,
无论我是否离开,又有什么意义?
I'm always in the wrong, right?
难道我总是那个犯错的人吗?
I know I'll never belong…
我知道自己永远无法真正融入...
Celebrating if I feel happy for you!
为你感到高兴时,我也会庆祝!
Feeling lonely even when I'm around other people…
纵使身处人群,我心依然孤寂...
Putting on a smile is all I can do, cause
挤出微笑,是我唯一能做的事,因为
I never mattered to the world or to my friends…
无论是世界,还是我的朋友,都从未将我放在心上...
I hated giving explanations,
我讨厌解释,
So why should I bother at all?
既然如此,我又何必再费心?
When I can take the fall
当我已能承担一切过错
And give you all the satisfaction of
让你尽享那份满足
Believing everything is solved again!
相信一切都已迎刃而解!
So don't forgive me!
所以请别宽恕我!
Escaping the responsibility of
逃避那份责任——
Telling you why I'm alone today is
告诉你我今日为何孤身一人,是
The only reason I say…
这便是我诉说的唯一缘由...
I'm sorry for all the problems that I've caused!
对不起,我总是带来无尽的烦忧
Just breaking another heart...
又一次让一颗心破碎...
Giving you a terrible lie,
编织一个拙劣的谎言,
Going home on a goodbye,
伴随着告别声踏上归途,
I'm terrified of thinking I should-
我害怕去想我是否应该——
Be honest, giving a sign,
坦白一切,表露心迹,
Does it feel like I'm crossing a line?
这是否让你觉得我逾越了界限?
Stay alive and live up to
活下去,只为不负
an expectation that I've set in my mind?
心中设定的期许?
Apologising every time,
每次都在道歉,
Repeating a broken rhyme,
重复着破碎的韵律,
Telling you I'm gonna be fine,
告诉你我会没事,
You know that it's a lie, right?
你知道这是谎言,对吧?
Until the day that I die…
直到我死的那天...
I'm sorry for all the problems that I've caused!
对不起,我总是带来无尽的烦忧
Just give me another scar…
就再添一道伤痕吧
Never-ending terrible scores,
永无止境的糟糕成绩,
Tell me, what am I good for?
告诉我,我到底有什么用?
You're sick of me complaining even more…
你甚至更厌倦我这无休止的抱怨了…
I promise that I'll leave you all alone!
我保证会让你独自一人!
I'm better off on my own…
我独自一人更好…
Doesn't matter whether I'm gone,
无论我是否离开,又有什么意义?
I'm always in the wrong, right?
难道我总是那个犯错的人吗?
I know I'll never belong…
我知道自己永远无法真正融入...
But this is not what I want!
可这并非我所愿!
Tomorrow's gonna be my fault…
明日的过错,都将归咎于我…
I know that it's just a feeling, disappearing…
我深知这不过是一种感觉,正渐渐消散…
Is there a reason that I can't stop breathing?
为何我无法停止呼吸,可有缘由?
Why am I never needed, superseded…
为何我从未被需要,总被替代…
I force a smile and apologise again…
我强颜欢笑,再次道歉…