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点击复制Survivors Guilt (Explicit) - Joey Bada$$
以下歌词翻译由文曲大模型提供
Lyrics by：Jo-Vaughn Virginie/Columbus Smith III/Michael C. Flowers
Composed by：Jo-Vaughn Virginie/Columbus Smith III/Michael C. Flowers
I thought I was goin' crazy you know
我曾以为自己快要疯了
And like I realize that I wasn't the one that was crazy
后来我意识到，疯的不是我
I realized that it's the system that was built against me you know
而是这个与我为敌的体制
And like I'm not supposed to be talkin' about this
我本不该谈论这些
And that's the corruption of it because like me just saying it's it's absurd
但这就是它的腐败之处，因为我说的话显得荒谬
And I want people to open up their eyes and realize that I'm not wrong you know
我希望人们能睁开眼睛，意识到我并没有错
I-I'm I'm just a openminded individual and people should be more openminded
我只是一个思想开放的人，而人们也应该更加开放
If-If we tryna build up our lives to have material things
如果我们努力构建生活只为追求物质财富
And those don't satisfy our needs what are we living for
而这些无法满足我们的需求 我们究竟为何而活
Right right come on
对 对 来吧
Alright
好吧
This one is for you uh-ooh
这首歌献给你 哦
This one is for you uh
这首歌献给你 哦
Is for you for you for you
献给你 献给你 献给你
This one is for you uh-ooh
这首歌献给你 哦
This one is for you uh
这首歌献给你 哦
Is for you for you for you
献给你 献给你 献给你
Steezy told me Get 'em so I got 'em
Steezy告诉我搞定他们 所以我做到了
Got 'em
做到了
Now my n***a gone he will never be forgotten
如今我的兄弟已逝 但他永远不会被遗忘
Never
永远不会
Ever since he left I just been strugglin' without him
自从他离开后 我一直在没有他的日子里挣扎
Uh-huh
'Cause I remember linkin' after school and we'd be plottin'
因为我还记得放学后我们聚在一起
Plottin'
计划着
Talk about our problems and what we do about 'em
谈论我们的问题以及如何解决它们
Yeah
是的
Journalin' and jottin' we ain't know the world was watchin'
记录和书写，我们不知道世界在注视着我们
Facts
事实
We was just two kids tryna make it out the bottom
我们只是两个试图从底层爬出来的孩子
Uh-huh
Now I'm rich and rotten everyday I think about him it's survivor's guilt
如今我富有却堕落 每天我都在想他 这是幸存者的内疚
Wishin' I coulda stopped him let alone just know how he feel
多希望我能阻止他 哪怕只是了解他的感受
Lyrically couldn't top him he was the n***a with the belt
在歌词上我无法超越他 他是那个才华横溢的人
Uh-huh
Yeah and that's real rap
是的 这才是真实的嘻哈
I couldn't do this ****without him and that's just fact
没有他 我无法做到这一切 这是事实
You see if you ain't know Steelo then you really don't know me though
如果你不认识Steelo 那你其实并不了解我
No
不
And that's how I separate all the real from fake people
这就是我如何分辨真假之人
Yeah
是的
Or the real from fake fans
或是真粉与假粉
Uh-huh
Who claimin' that they stans
那些自称是粉丝的人
Uh-huh
But they ain't know my mans
但他们并不了解我的朋友
No
不
Until the very end wish he was still here I swear it feels weird
直到最后 我仍希望他还在 我发誓这种感觉很奇怪
How people could accuse me for his death
人们怎么能指责我 说他的死与我有关
Sometimes I gotta shed a real tear
有时我不得不流下真实的泪水
Tear
泪水
You see the truth about Steelo he lacked the mental health
你看到了Steelo的真相 他缺乏心理健康
He did
确实如此
But try to tell that to people way back in 2012
但试着在2012年告诉人们这些
I can't
我做不到
But now that it's a mainstream topic
但现在这已成为主流话题
I'm guessin' I can finally open up and talk about it
我想我终于可以敞开心扉谈论它了
So yeah let's talk about it
所以，让我们谈谈吧
Yeah
是的
Come into my mind I show you where the darkest cloud is
进入我的脑海，我会向你展示最黑暗的云在哪里
You ready
你准备好了吗
I doubt it but let's go
我怀疑，但让我们开始吧
You see Steelo was my bigger bro
你看，Steelo 是我的大哥
Uh-huh
At a point in time spiritually we was in the same boat but
曾经在精神上我们同舟共济
I wanted to take it slow
我想慢慢来
He wanted to take it as fast and deep as he could go pause
他却想尽可能快而深入地前进，暂停
Yeah we had some problems but what brothers don't
是的，我们有过一些问题，但兄弟之间谁没有呢
Sure
当然
Then I caught a little wave and headed back to shore
然后我抓住了一个小浪，回到了岸边
And that's when he started drowning
那时他开始沉沦
And he had no one around him so partially I feel it's my fault
他身边空无一人 所以我总觉得这或许是我的错
Hey
And that right there is my internal war
这就是我内心的挣扎
Uh-huh
The reason why I got to feel these external flaws
这就是我为何感受到这些外在的缺陷
The reason why I can't heal this eternal loss
这就是我为何无法抚平这永恒的伤痛
The reason why I gotta feel this survivor's remorse
这就是我为何承受着幸存者的内疚
Shh
And here's a message to his fam
这是给他家人的一条讯息
I know y'all got emotional trauma that I understand
我知道你们都经历了情感创伤，我理解
I understand
我理解
But I couldn't ****with y'all try to tell the world I wasn't who I am
但我无法接受你们试图向全世界否认我的真实身份
When all I ever tried to do was lend a hand
而我唯一想做的只是伸出援手
That wasn't cool
这并不公平
And give the fans the thing that they demand the most
并给予粉丝们他们最渴望的东西
King Capital the ****ing G O A T word
King Capital 那个传奇人物
I'm just tryna get my n***a heard
我只是想让我的兄弟被听见
Give him what he deserves
给他应得的一切
This one is for you uh-ooh
这首歌献给你 哦
This one is for you uh
这首歌献给你 哦
Is for you for you for you
献给你 献给你 献给你
This one is for you uh-ooh
这首歌献给你 哦
This one is for you uh
这首歌献给你 哦
Is for you for you for you
献给你 献给你 献给你
Yeah and R I P my cousin Junior B
是的 安息吧 我的表弟 Junior B
R I P
安息
Y'all ain't know too much about him so it's up to me
你们对他了解不多 所以由我来讲述
It's up to me
由我来讲述
To share his legacy with the world
向世界分享他的故事
It kills me to think he'll never meet my baby girl
想到他永远无法见到我的小女儿 我心如刀绞
Shh
And when I lost Jun' that hurt me in the worst way
当我失去Jun时，那种痛苦深入骨髓
Worst way
最深的痛
He even died two days before his birthday
他甚至在他生日前两天离开了
His birthday
他的生日
D**n that brings tears to my eyes
这让我泪流满面
My n***a really never made it up to twenty-five
我的朋友真的没能活到二十五岁
D**n
That's why I'm thankin' God every time I open my eyes
这就是为什么我每次睁开眼都感谢上帝
Uh-huh
Add the fact that we alive and we feelin' these vibes
再加上我们还活着，感受着这些共鸣
Vibes
共鸣
'Cause we be fillin' these voids part of me got destroyed
因为我们填补了这些空虚，而我的一部分已被摧毁
Facts
事实
When I lost my boys it's like I lost my voice
当我失去我的兄弟时，就像我失去了我的声音
Uh-huh
It took me all of this time just to put it in a song
我花了这么长时间才将它写成歌
Song
Because I'm still dealin' with the fact my n***as is gone
因为我仍在接受我的兄弟们已离去的事实
Yeah
是的
Write they names up on the clouds 'cause that's where they belong
将他们的名字写在云端，因为那才是他们应去的地方
Uh-huh
As long as I live on they'll forever be known this one for you
只要我还活着，他们将永远被铭记，这首歌献给你们
This one for-yeah
这首歌献给你，是的
This one is for you uh-ooh
这首歌献给你 哦
This one is for you uh
这首歌献给你 哦
Is for you for you for you
献给你 献给你 献给你
Long as you'll forever be known this one's for you
只要你的名字永远被铭记，这首歌就是为你而作
This one is for you uh-ooh
这首歌献给你 哦
This one is for you uh
这首歌献给你 哦
Is for you for you for you
献给你 献给你 献给你
This one is for you uh-ooh
这首歌献给你 哦
This one is for you uh
这首歌献给你 哦
Is for you for you for you
献给你 献给你 献给你
Yeah I'm off the I'm off the DeLéon neat DeLé-honest
是的 我离开了 我离开了德莱昂 纯粹的德莱昂
So I'ma make this quick you know
所以我会简短地说 你知道的
Pastor Black Lip back on that s**t
牧师黑唇又回到了那个话题
True story look so I'm in New York my first time
真实的故事 看 我在纽约 第一次
One of my first times that I'm I'm playin' my-my
那是我第一次 我在演奏我的
One of my first albums for the big homie
我的第一张专辑献给了那位挚友
And he got these kids in there they just on skateboards
他带着那些孩子们在滑板上玩耍
I'm like Yo this super cool
我觉得这真的太酷了
This this guy got the kids out here you know
这个人让孩子们远离街头
Keepin' the kids off of the streets right
让他们远离危险
So fast forward a year later I go back to New York
一年后我回到纽约
And then I meet this kid he's like Yeah man
遇到一个孩子，他说：“嘿，兄弟
I don't know if you remember me me and my homies the Pro Era
不知道你还记得我吗？我和我的伙伴们是Pro Era”
Crazy I was like Oh yeah wha-what's your name
疯狂的我当时说 哦 对了 你叫什么名字
He said Capital STEEZ I said Oh okay fosho
他说 Capital STEEZ 我说 哦 好的 没问题
Fast forward my boy Doe called me Doe Burger Ahaha
快进到后来 我的兄弟 Doe 打电话给我 Doe Burger 哈哈哈
That n***a called me and say Yo you heard these kids
那家伙打电话给我说 嘿 你听说这些孩子了吗
The Pro Era
Joey Bada$
I'm like Yeah yeah I met the kid Capital STEEZ they crazy
我说 是啊 是啊 我见过那孩子 Capital STEEZ 他们太疯狂了
Fast forward another year or so I'm on tour with Joey
快进到大约一年后 我和 Joey 一起巡演
We been 47 ever since man
我们自47年起就一直在前行
We got that ****tatted on us man for life man
我们将这份羁绊刻入生命，永不磨灭
Tryin' to show the move man you know
试图展现我们的步伐，你懂的
Everything come back around full circle you know what I mean
一切终将回归原点，循环往复，你明白我的意思