Desperately Trying - Club des Belugas/Anna.Luca
Written by:Kitty the Bill/Anna Luca
Never feels at home when he's with me
当他与我在一起 他从未感到家的感觉
That is what he told me when he left me
这是他离开时候对我说的话
Leaving me desperately trying to understand
我拼命想弄明白
Desperately trying to find a home for him to move to
拼命想给他一个家 让他回到我身边
Desperately trying to find a place for us to stay
拼命想为我们筑一个爱的巢穴
Said he never really got through to me
他说他从未真正的了解过我
That I never opened up emotionally
我从未完全向他敞开心扉
Guess I kind of lost my trust on the way
我猜我们就是这样一路失去信任
Since he's gone I'm sinking
自他离去 我一直在堕落
Sinking deeper into who I really am
一直堕落 或许这才是真正的我
Now I'm brave enough to show what's inside
现在我已足够勇敢 去展现自己的内心世界
But it's too late
但是已经太迟
Said he never loved me
他说他永远不会再爱我
That he always stopped for his feelings to grow
他不会再任由自己的感情滋长
And I went on hoping hoping for things to change
我一直希望 希望事情会有转机
Since he is gone I keep on finding out
自他离去 我一直在寻找更好的解决办法
All these little things about him
一切关于他的事情
Realizing that she was always there with us
感觉到她还在一直陪着我们
Looking back I have to admit that
回望过去 我必须承认
Things went wrong long ago
我们之间很早就出现了问题
So please take the sorrow you gave
所以请把你的悲伤带走
And leave
然后离去
I'm desperately trying to cleanse myself of all this lies
我一直拼命让自己远离这些谎言
So scared that I'm gonna love you 'til the day I die
我害怕我会一直爱着你 直到逝去的那一刻