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点击复制Understand (Explicit) - BoyWithUke
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Lyrics by：BoyWithUke
Composed by：BoyWithUke
Girl I hope you understand I wanted to hold your hand
女孩 但愿你能明白 我曾多想牵起你的手
But I can't wanted to be your man back then
那时多想成为你的依靠
And you knew I fell for you
你明知我已沦陷
But you just broke my heart in two
却将我的心撕成两半
I was sad mad and broken on my bed
我瘫在床上 悲伤愤怒又心碎
Hoping I get rid of all the voices in my head
只想摆脱脑中那些声音
I was opening a packet of an undeveloped med
当我拆开未开封的药包
When I was met with a prescription
医嘱赫然映入眼帘
Of a bullet made of lead
一颗铅弹的梦魇
And when I woke up in an hour
惊醒后一小时
In a pool of my own sweat
浸透在汗水的深渊
I said I swear to God
我向天起誓
I'll never even try to sleep again
永不再尝试入眠
So instead I took my pen
于是执起笔锋
And started writing evidence
开始书写罪证
And when I started making sense
当思绪终于清明
I found that I had reached the end
我发现自己已走到尽头
Oh I'm upset I have no friends
噢 我如此沮丧 无人相伴
You wanna bet you're just pretend
你想打赌 你只是虚情假意
You're just a pet confined within the lines of writing
你不过是困在字里行间的宠物
You're not s**t
你一文不值
I thought I stopped my psychopathic ways
我以为我已改掉病态的习性
I swear I did
我发誓我真的努力过
I said I'd talk to people
我说过我会与人倾诉
'Bout the problematic life I lived
关于我那段问题重重的生活
They were my neighbors razor blades
邻居的剃刀曾是我的伙伴
And different flavored pills I hit
还有各种味道的药丸我吞下
Therefore I'm at surely my last straw
如今我已走到绝路的尽头
I'm so gassed stuck in the past I said that
沉溺往事无法自拔我说过
Girl I hope you understand I wanted to hold your hand
女孩 但愿你能明白 我曾多想牵起你的手
But I can't wanted to be your man back then
那时多想成为你的依靠
And so far I never held you with my arms
可最终我从未将你拥入怀中
So it's hard to be the one you aren't with
难以成为你缺席时的那个人
Instead filled with anxiety always was a part of me
焦虑始终如影随形 与我形影不离
Guess I'm not cut out to be
或许我本就不配成为
Somebody 'cause it's not me
别人期待的模样 那不是我
I'm not used to all the talking
不习惯那些空洞言语
Was an introvert that had converted feelings into writing
曾是内向者 将心事化作笔下文字
Used to cope with all my problems using notes
习惯用音符与韵脚
And lots of rhyming
来消解所有困厄
Used to hope for better days
曾期盼过美好时光
Whenever nights would have me crying
每当黑夜让我泪流
I'm not lying when I say that
我并非在说谎
I would rather die than go back
宁愿死去也不愿回首
To the times I would try
那些我曾努力
And be the guy the people know
成为众人眼中
As always fighting with
永远在与
The demons hiding far behind my eyelids
眼底深处恶魔搏斗的人
On an island full of violence in my head
脑海中充斥着暴力的孤岛
I had two pilots
我曾有两位领航员
Oh the sun don't shine and skies turn grey
阳光不再 天空转灰
I feel it coursing through my veins
感受它在血脉中奔涌
I've said before I'm not okay
我曾说过我状态不佳
But you don't listen anyway
但你始终置若罔闻
You know I tried you turned away
你知道我努力过 你却转身离去
You straight-up lied right to my face
你竟当面欺骗我
You f**ked my life ruined my day
你毁了我的生活 毁了我的每一天
But you don't know so I'll say
但你浑然不知 所以我要说
Nothing can fill this silence no one can love like I did
无人能填补这沉默 无人能如我这般深爱
Nobody cares you lied it's not fair you still deny it
没人在乎你的谎言 这不公平 你仍在否认
So I'll say
所以我要说
Nothing can fill this silence no one can love like I did
无人能填补这沉默 无人能如我这般深爱
Nobody cares you lied it's not fair you still deny it
没人在乎你的谎言 这不公平 你仍在否认
So I'll say
所以我要说
Girl I hope you understand I wanted to hold your hand
女孩 但愿你能明白 我曾多想牵起你的手
But I can't wanted to be your man back then
那时多想成为你的依靠
And too bad I know I can't wake up
多遗憾 我深知自己无法醒来
Because I lost my way
因为我早已迷失方向
And you don't give a f**k about me
而你却对我毫不在乎
This could be a dream
这或许只是一场梦
I can't see the things that you see so please oh
我看不见你所见的世界 所以求你
Girl I hope you understand I wanted to hold your hand
女孩 但愿你能明白 我曾多想牵起你的手
But I can't wanted to be your man back then
那时多想成为你的依靠
And you had known and played along
而你明知却戏弄我的真心
You were my home I wrote you songs
你曾是我的港湾 我为你谱写心曲
Now you're dead to me effectively
如今你在我心中已然逝去
Removed yourself outside my dreams
彻底消失在我的梦境之外