恨自己太清醒
作词:飞马流星
作曲:飞马流星
演唱:飞马流星
凌晨三点又一个人醒着
翻来覆去和回忆拉扯
明明知道你已经离开了
却还在等那不会响的讯息
朋友都说时间能治愈一切
可为什么我越久越疼
若能糊涂也许就能快乐
偏偏记得你说的每个承诺
我恨自己太清醒记得所有的曾经
记得你转身的背影记得那句爱过你
我恨自己太清醒看透爱情的结局
明明已碎成灰烬却还在骗自己
Three AM again staring at the ceiling
Every thought of you is cutting like a razor no healing
They say time heals everything but that's a lie they sell
The more days pass by the more I feel this empty hell
Maybe I'm a fool maybe I'm too real
Can't pretend the pain is something I don't feel
Your voice echoes in my head your smile burns my mind
A curse to remember a torture to be this blind
I should've never listened when you whispered those sweet lies
I should've never let you see the tears behind my eyes
But here I am awake while the whole world's asleep
The price of loving you is the memories I keep
走在街头看情侣手牵手
突然想起我们也曾那样过
他们都问为什么不忘记
我只是笑笑自己没出息
我恨自己太清醒记得所有的曾经
记得你转身的背影记得那句爱过你
我恨自己太清醒看透爱情的结局
明明已碎成灰烬却还在骗自己
如果能醉如果能睡
如果能不再想起你是谁
可天亮了我还醒着
清醒着痛清醒着崩溃
恨自己太清醒
恨自己忘不掉你
恨自己还在原地
等一个不会回来的你